Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @11:13 PM
Oh my mother's god!! Larry had been purified. Clean. Pure. Innocent. No more virus!! Haha.
Headed to school to do PP with Vivian, Damien, Zach and Gary, who came to leave. Sentence count: 1. Well, at least the trip to school got me thinking and now i have the content page up too. I could not work on my PP cause Larry was getting cleansed. Borrowed a dumb laptop and introduced iSketch to everyone. Played together and laughed a lot though we were just sitting next to each other. I insulted some unknown fool till he left the room. Haha. Damn funny. When we left, the laptop loan sharks were closed and i had to bring the bloody laptop home. Went to Popular to grab stuff for tomorrow. Headed down to AMK HUB to watch Vivian get demonized on the jap drum machine.
I can't wait for tomorrow. I'm going to Jason's Studio!! But still, the way Damien describe some things is kind of scaring me a little. Plus the stuff he just told me, i'm getting a little shaky. Haha. Well, no pain no gain. If i can't pull through it, i'm not ready. 5Day
4Night Internship, HERE I COME!!!
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @11:50 PM
If you experience any rain after 3pm, i am to blame. Sorry. Haha.
Anyway, woke up freaking early for work. Damn. Due to the lack of sleep, i was sneezing for hours. Haha. Everything went smooth until awhile ago. I wanted to move my thursday schedule to wednesday or something so but NO... the dates won't be changed. Heard that we'll be going to Jason's studio. How cool is that? It's like once in a life time shit man. I'm going to discuss with Ben till a decent conclusion. I don't care man. I'm not going to miss this chance. It's like a sneak preview of my future's working environment. I'm not losing this one chance so easily.
Just finished Harold and Kumar 2. Kind of funny though the nudity was kind of unnecessary. Will be starting of the first word of my PP tomorrow with the peeps from E24B. Larry is going for a purification session too. He is going to be clean and virus free once again!!
Got the chalet pictures already. Thanks YanQin. No one can take photos as well as you. You rock, I stone.
Shit man. I got slapped with an idea. I was just watching some crazy panda Flash animation and i suddenly thought of something!! WHHOOO!!! I'm going to try it out before i sleep. Don't let ideas run.
I can't wait for so many things. The PP draft is already in mind, i just need to do a little research and i should be able to hit 500 words by tomorrow. Haha. I can't wait to go to Jason's magical studio. I can't wait to get my hair cut so that i can screw the hairband and make do without the tsunami hairstyle.
Time to help my papa do a little video editing. Then practise my idea. Food!! And sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a long day. Hope things stay smooth.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, August 18, 2008 @10:45 PM
!!!I SWEAR I'VE NOT TOUCHED ANY BEEF PRODUCT FOR THE PAST MANY DAYS!!!
So please don't blame me for the bad weather.
Unless someone spiked my food..
One word to summarise the day, TIRED!! It's as if the raccoon spirit from Naruto had possessed me. Late nights and early mornings just don't mix well. Well, mornings were spent watching Evan Almighty. Inspiring. But i had to have an eight hours break before the climax. I wanted to meet Tricia later, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, i had to stop. I ended reaching 30 minutes earlier. Dammit. Went down to Popular to do some book browsing, learnt a little about feng shui and the horse zodiac. Haha.
I GOT A FREAKING MONOBLOS HEART!!! TOOK ME 2 GENERATIONS OF MH TO GET IT!!!
I want to be a spastic self portrait collector. I've been trying to pull faces in front of the mirror and keep them. There was one super one where my eyebrows got connected to my spectacle frame, but i failed to capture it. Haha.
Back to BJ tomorrow. Haiz. So much to worry for. PP, working schedule, tuition, drawing class. Guess the domino effect is acting up again. I either hold the bricks up or run. Both have their dire consequences. Which to choose?
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Sunday, August 17, 2008 @10:08 PM
.:Random thought of the day:.
I feel like destroying a song.
Not really much happened today. Compensated yesterday's gym. Damn, it's been hell long since i last gymed. Felt good, but i felt weak too. Like no strength or something. I've really lost it all. At least my weight increased by 300g after gyming.
Read more about Flash and practised it. I want to learn how to make doors open and close. I still can't do it, though i have a thought in mind now.
For some strange reason, my appetite seems to be back. Ate dinner about 2 hours ago and now i'm eatin 1/4 pack of corn flakes. Damn. The food really taste good.
Here's a little something i caught in the morning.
The paedophilic look of a human chicken!!
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Saturday, August 16, 2008 @8:44 PM
Haiz. Just wasted a day of my life. Did nothing much. The only object that i spent majority of my "awake" time was my PSP. Played to the extend where i feel a little guilty. Haiz. Well, i tried to do other things too. I took a nap at about 12+ cause i was extremely tired. I could not help it. I'm still not getting enough sleep from the chalet. Read my Flash bible while eating lunch. Tried to practise a little, but i was convinced by everyone to give my computer a nice virus scan. Well, still not working. What's the use of a virus removal program if it can't get rid of the virus? Well, one solution left. IT HelpDesk. Not a very nice place to be, but i'll still go soon.
A piece of my skin had mysteriously vanished!! I only realised it during dinner. All that was left is a piece of dried blood at the back of my left elbow. How interesting. Could it be the works of the 7th Month? Who cares anyway, it's not bring me any pain.
I got scammed over dinner. I was tricked into telling the "12 Lotus" story to everyone over dinner. And when i was trying my best to tell a nice story, everyone took the chance to finish their food and leave the table. When i'm done with my story, everyone was done with their food and they left me the leftovers to finish. Dammit. I shall not be such an idiot the next time. Haha.
Mama: "Samuel, see the newspaper. The Americans are all picking up Chinese."
Me: "Aiya!! They are learning Chinese but they still know how to speak English!!"
DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO
DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO
DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO
DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO
DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO.DONNO
...still don't know...
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Friday, August 15, 2008 @11:40 PM
Today is a great day because i got alot of food and i managed to get a book from the library!! Haha. I was early for tuition because my phone got a little crazy and i could not send or receive text messages till i restarted my phone. Headed down to Bukit Merah library and looked high and low for the book. Finally, i found the little book in the midst of the the thick books. Haha. I'm so happy. Time to practise what i can learn from the book. Back in Tiong Bahru, i headed for Popular to get myself a box of colour pencils for the coming drawing class. Got minced pork noodles with extra noodles, cup corn and tea egg for dinner.
Tuition was okay. As the saying from 12 Lotus, "No pain, No love". Everyone seems to be getting really angry nowadays. 3 tutors, 4 angry people. But everything is fine now, for me at least. Anger will only cloud one's eyes from seeing the truth. Well, i think anger wasn't really my driving power. It was more of the annoyance and disappointment. Well, whatever it is, i hope it don't happen again.
My hair is getting long. My fringe keeps poking my eyes. I'm turning blind, i'm going to die. Now i can't even see my past flashing before my eyes.
No work tomorrow. Other than gyma dn Flash, i don't know what else can i do. Any suggestions?
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
@12:26 PM
Just finished watching Silent Hill. Nothing much of a scary movie. A little confusing though, but i like the complexity of the character. Took me awhile to understand what was happening.
Here's a little something from the chalet. Credits to Tricia's camera.
Click image for a better laughing experience.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Thursday, August 14, 2008 @8:50 PM
+Loveless--
Seems that Fate is playing the devil's advocate. I was ready for anything, but it seems that Fate had the whole thing too well planned. In fact, i had been outsmarted by Fate. I could make choices, but i've already made them before and did not want to make them again. Where is the part of me where i make decisions before thinking about the consequences? But this decision is one too big for me to decide in such a short time. I know you've seen this many times, but i'll say it again. I hate myself for being a coward. Now i have only myself to blame.
Back home man. Had a relatively good time. Completed part 4 of Project_KickAss. Now it's time to wait for the next idea. Haha. I don't want to screw up the details for the chalet, but today was great. Watched the movie "12 Lotus" after checking out. Well, not a very popular show among everyone, but Charlene and i loved it. What to do? We are from STA. Haha. I thought it was kind of boring at first, but i thought twice and decided to see things a little differently. Well, i enjoyed myself after that. It was great. I almost cried twice in the whole show. It was just superb. Haha.
Haiz. I'm kind of bothered by my cowardice. Haiz. F***!! Screw myself lah. Dammit. I want to cry, but i need to be strong. Haiz.
On the brighter side, i got an "A" for my History UT3!! And here are some comments from the facilitators that made me feel really happy.
Creative Concept:
I really appreciate your efforts and contributions in this module. It was evident (to me at least), that your ideas and insights were a major boost to any of the groups you had worked with.
Digital Media Arts:
See you soon my padawans and take care. Keep in touch.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, August 11, 2008 @11:57 PM
The thought of today being my last day in school was horrid. I just can't bear the pain of sorrow. As always, every last day, i wish i had another day with everyone. I can't believe, the long and bumpy road we had walked together had come to an end just like that. When things starts becoming great, everything has to come to an end. As always, all good things must come to an end. It's the 3rd time i've been through this. At least i've not shed a tear this time. I just keep my pain and sorrow to myself. This shall not be the last of us, E24B.
Swap student for tuition. Taught Jess today. Well, it was an experience. I slowed down my pace so much i felt tired. I hate english.
Isn't it amazing how a simple intangible tune can induce such extreme sorrow in me. The is expressed so well, i feel terribly sad. I feel like a part of me is lost. Even with all the crazy thoughts in my head now, i'm still listening to the music. Just listening to it makes my legs feel weak. Haiz. Got to look on the bright side. At least we are not leaving each other for good.
About time i start my packing. Well, after my shower at least. Tomorrow is chalet day. Well, life is a give an take thing. I gave up the officaial last day to spent time with another group of people. In both decisions, i do feel regrets for the choice. I had to choose. I chose. Anyway, i hope this chalet will be a smooth one. It's a time for relax. I need to relax a little before i die from something. Well, tomorrow is a nice day to start on my new idea for Project_KickAss. I can't wait any longer. I don't want to lose the "feeling". Now that i have everything i need, nothing can stop me!!
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Sunday, August 10, 2008 @10:17 PM
Dropped by the library after going to grandma's place. Went down to look for some Adobe Flash books to upgrade myself. BUT damn AMK library, they don't have a single book on Flash. I checked the damn computer, the books are everywhere but in AMK library. FOC(Full of Crap) man. Now i can't improve. Screw public libraries man. I'm going to the school's library tomorrow to find the stuff i want.
Anyway, i got slapped with an idea last night. About 1.30am, i got the greatest idea ever for Project_KickAss. Haha. I'll put the one i've been working on on hold for now. But still, i can't start on the new idea. I need some more resources. I even learn the smoke effect just for the new part. Haha. I can't wait to start!!
I love watching people screw up for the Olympics. After first, watching everyone pulling their stuns perfectly was so fascinating. After awhile, "fascinating" loses it's value. It becomes normal from all the lousy repetition. Now fool ups becomes fascinating to me. Haha. It's not that i'm bad, i was want to find the value in watching sports.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
