Haiz.. i limped home today... the pain suddenly come back when i was happily walking home... haiz... crap man... this sucks...


Finally had a proper day for socialising... haha... met Yvonne for breakfast... HuiYan told me that she can't come and she appeared... haha... ate at this strange place... it's the first time i spend $10 today... i've only spent $2.50 for the whole week.. until today... haha... unbelievable right? believe it... i get to eat and drink at my workplace... no need to waste a cent... haha... after lunch, we walked around AMK HUB scouting for reasonable student plans... haha... after all, i headed down to Lavender to meet HuiJun and Tricia... HuiJun go do her passport picture cause the picture in her passport was a innocent looking brat... haha... i really wonder how did the custom officer let her pass the custom... haha... after that we went for a little shopping at Far East... the ladies bought a top each... so did i... haha... and i got a free privilege card from Collage... haha... so cool... anyone wants to buy stuff from there can get the card form me... no need for name and all... just flash.. i mean flash the card... haha... after that we walked all over Orchard looking for things of interest and all... haha... had a great talk over dinner and all... haha... at least now i'm less lame and i'm more happy... haha...


I had a bad dream... i dreamt of a Botak Cheez Set... it was at the pick up area... and no matter how much i walk towards it, i was still at the same distance away from it... i just can't close... so i decided to give up and woke up... haha... what a strange dream... and strange enough, i woke up freaking early... like 8.45am or so... and i can't get back to sleep... haha... so i was really tired today... i had lesser sleep and all... haiz.. how i wish i have cough, flu or just some sleeping pills... i think it would do more good than harm to me... haha...


You know in Singapore, there is that little bastard who managed to escape from detention.. from a damn TOILET!! i wonder how in the blue hell did he manage to get out... i've figured 3 possibilities so far... either he managed to get out through inside people... or tax payers are paying people to sleep on duty... or the man flushed himself down the toilet bowl... dammit... just that one man had cause so much unrest in the country... shit man... this is spoiling all happy people plans... i'll beat this guy up if i see him... i'll break his legs and make him lamer... i'll stab a knife through his feet to stop him from moving... i'll do CPR on a live person and probably break a few ribs along the way... dammit man... spoil the peaceful peace in the country... the government is already a big problem... now this... haiz...


Damn.. i'm really tired... and tomorrow will be a long day... gym before work... sounds so exciting... but what excites me more is gyming when my body had not fully recovered... until now, i'm still sching all over... haha... i'm trying to download some PSP games now... i've downloaded so many things.. EXCEPT THE PSP GAMES!!! shit man... i really can't find a solution... anyway, goodnight...



A secret would not be a secret if you have told me... i'm glad to know you are trustworthy...

Haiz... i'm screwed... remember i told you that i've hurt my right ankle? and thanks to my overwhelming stupidity, i've injured my left ankle real badly today... i was happily doing chin ups and home one fine morning before work... and when i got down, i felt an extreme pain in my left ankle... freaking painful... but it's controllable... slowly, the pain fade off as i worked my day off... until i finish work... as i was leaving my workplace, all the pain suddenly come back and this time it was more painful than before... it's like having pikachu thundershock your leg man... it's that painful... so bad that i had to limp my way to the MRT station... i was a lamer!! i don't mean the as lame as Jasmin... lamer as in a person with walking difficulties... it's damn difficult to walk man... and when i decend the stairs, i had to hold the railing like the old people walking down the stairs... crap man... and when i did my warm up for gyming, which is chin ups, i landed on my right leg to allow time for my left ankle to rest... but it's a pity.. my right ankle was not fully healed and there goes another thundershock... now i'm 2 legs down, i should consider investing on a wheelchair or something... haha... i really hope it gets well soon...


Have you ever wondered which is better? a sword or a pen? well, after great consideration, i think a sharp pen is better... one so sharp that it can be used to stab people... i know it sounds stupid... but it's true... i believe we must strike a balance between brains and brawns... it takes an educated person to know that fighting is not a solution... it takes brawns to defend oneself if the other party don't have the brains... haha... it's just a personal opinion...


Haiz... i'm tired... finally have the chance to rest tomorrow before going back for 2 days of work... hope i can meet up with whoever that's free tomorrow for lunch or something... i need to socialise with proper people... haha... damn.. i'm so tired that i've forgotten everything that i was planning to blog about... haiz... my memory is getting terrible... now i don't even remember what i plan to do next... haha... just kidding... crap man... i becomeing ALAJ... As Lame As Jasmin... all the lame conversations with her is making me stupidnot clever... haiz... i think i better rest early tonight... goodnight all...

Damn tired now... ok.. maybe not that tired... but i'm tired... squeeze lime juice in the afternoon and did washing at dinner time... as usual, washing at super speed... haha... damn fun... lucky i did not get the garden again... those evil memories keep flashing back... damn scary...


Honestly speaking, i've totally forgot about everything that i want to blog today... so i think i'll just type whatever that comes to mind... haha...


Oh yeah, i remembered what is the other thing that i don't dare to open... haha... it's my webmail... haha... it's been 4 weeks since i last opened it... and buddha knows what will happen if i'm going to open it now... i bet my lappy will lag so badly that i have to restart it 5 times before getting all the mails loaded... i tell you, it's seriously scary...


I finally have a chance to gym again... haha... tomorrow after work will be a nice gym day with the sweaty boys... haha... 3rd $2.50 now... haha... gonna have to work out a little... if not my sister will continue to play with my infinite-vibration triceps... haha... she always play with it during dinner... so go play with hers back... haha...


Working in TPY is fun man... especially when you get to drink on the job... haha... not exactly drink on the job though... but at least i still get to drink... and with some self discipline, i don't get drunk and my face don't even turn read.. i think... haha... well, it's fun man... and i love eating Botak Jones' fries and coslaw... it's the first time i'm eating coslaw... haha... had a bad experience eating those from KFC... it's sucks terribly... and i did not dare touch coslaw until today... haha... damn nice and fresh... haha...


Damn sian... my internal calander is all mixed up now... i don't even know today was wednesday... haha... so confusing lor... now than i realised that today is thursday... i can't wait for friday... i get to meet Yvonne for lunch... everyone is gone to else where and i for some reason, i feel a sense of loneliness... i really miss everyone... no especially... i can't wait for the chalet and all... i just want to meet up with everyone... damn...


I need to shit now... and after that i'm going to sleep.. after i've read my comic... haha... tomorrow working at 12pm... and now's 1.03am... sian... i hope i get my 8 hours of sleep at least... haha... goodnight...

I'm seriously sick of doing the garden already... there is so much crap there man... WARNING!! THE FOLLOWING LINES MIGHT BRING OUT LAST NIGHT'S DINNER FROM YOU!!! READ THIS PARAGRAPH AT YOUR OWN RISK!!! the first time i do the garden, i had to clean a fresh shit on the table... and today, those fucking birds are back and i had to clean 5 fresh shit... damn disgusting... i'm really so disgusted... so disgusted that i forgot i was hungry... shit man... damn damn gross... i hope i don't get to do the garden again...


I'm sick of my brother's stupidity... i always wipe his ass after he had done some stupid shit... yesterday, he called home in a rush to ask my mama to help him register for the unicersity thing... he said today last day and have to do it by today if not he will have to wait for next year or something... and he had not done some of the paper work for registration... so my dad got very angry and started saying all the stuff... he say my bro have 2 days to do all the stuff but he stay at home and play his computer and PSP only... then he relate me into the story by saying "you all"... shit man... i really hate being blamed for things i did not do... i did play a lot... but i do priortise all my things... i know when to do what and stop playing when there are things need to be done... and now i'm here being blamed for some stupid actions i did not do... shit man... it sucks being me...

And now my sister is giving me problems... my parents have finished dinner and all the food is left for my sister and i to finish... i just eaten my lunch not long ago and i'm stuffing myslf with food... with 3 dishes left on the table, i made a pact with my sister... i finish the egg and vegetables, she eat the fish and finish up my soup... and after i finish my part of the agreement, she did not want to drink up my soup... and now, she don't want to wash the plates for the egg and vegetable... crap man... this is not fair... last time i always do all the washing and all until i don't dare to come home for dinner... and now, i'm home for dinner and i have a war to fight... shit man... i hate this...


There are 2 things i don't dare to open now... i can't remember one of them... i was thinking about it a moment ago... haha... the other thing that i don't dare to open is my bank statement... all the crazy transections and big sums coming in and out... damn it's scary... i don't really understand much of what's inside... all that i'm interested in in is the end product... and after using my NETS for CNY shopping, i really don't dare to see the money going out... all big sums and so many transections... haha... it's been 2 months now... and 2 unopened letters from the bank... haha... i think i'll wait some time first... when there is more money coming in than going out then i'll start to open my bank statements... haha...


I think i really need to find some WTF... haha... Work Time Fun... i need to find some joy in working... although there is fun at work, i think i need more to be more motivated... lately i've been carrying a lazy mind set to work... i do stuff... but when i can cut corners, i do... and i know that's wrong... and i could be getting myself into serious trouble writing this up here... haha... but it's ok... there are still a couple of stuff in mind but it's 100% cannot blog one... haha... anyway, there is a PSP game called WTF... and it's really Work Time Fun... another one of those hell lot of mini games game... i bet Jasmin and Tricia will be interested... but too bad... i don't have it... haha... so they better go find their own means to get it... i'm having trouble trying to find a chance to learn how to download from my bro... haha...


I'm pretty tired now... last night i slept specially early.. 12am... i really knocked myself out real bad... and i could bearly wake up in the morning... plus all the super good weather and all, i really can't pull myself out of bed... the only thing that got me up is work and the construction noise from the unit opposite mine... haiz... for some reason, i'm already feeling tired at 10pm today... and it's very not myself... i was watching some anime on my laptop and my eyes were falling... very challenging... and i've finally found some guide on Patapon... and it's sucks... the level that i can't cross is rated "easy"... now there are 2 possibilities... 1, i suck at the game and i'm not fit to play it... 2, the person who wrote the walkthrough is a freak... some guy with a super sense of rhytme and all... haiz... looks like i'm gonig to have to try it until i get it...


i've been very forgetful lately... i forgot to bring my mp3 and comic when i left home today... i forgot to shave.. my facial hair since 3 or more days ago... and forgot what i did not dare to open... and now i just forgot what i have forgotten... damn... what is happening to me? at least i still remember to go toilet and stuff... there are times where i forgot to go to the toilet... seriously... right before i hit the toilet, i had to do something and totally forget about going to the toilet... haha... how dumb of me... and now i'm trying to forget to throw clear the trash...


Working is exciting... especially when you have to do stuff that's totally not related to work... like planning which shirt to wear to work... haha... now i have 2 shirts as you all know; a dark blue and a white one... and what's all this planning about? i need to plan the best way to look presentable for the customers... 3 days straight at work, first 2 days dark blue and last day white... haha... dark blue for the first 2 days so that it's hard to tell that's dirty... and the white, well, you know... haha... so that concludes all... my shirt is dirty... NOT me...


I accidentally ate my sister's bread... and now i have 2 more bread to eat...


Ok.. goodnight...

Haiz... i need to sign myself up for some sign language courses soon... why sign language? BECAUSE I NEED TO COMMUNICATE WITH MY MAMA!!! damn... it's so hard just to speak to her... the radio or television a little loud only the complain extremely loud... last time still put a limit to the volume that we can have on the television... volume level must be 13.. OUT OF 100!!! damn... how in the blue hell did i survive back in those days? when you talk to her, she can't hear you... when you shout, she say you are loud... damn... today go out with her very hard to communicate... shit man... everything i say she'll hear something new... she is behaving more and more like the old people on television... i think the sterotype impression the media had created had really got into her head... haiz...

Today when to town with my mama and sister... went Far East... damn boring... i bet my sister is the happiest girl today... she spent at least $100.. of my mother's money... and me? i got nothing... the thought of spending my mum's money is tempting... but i cannot go against my new plans in life... my new "independence" change... and i don't have much money either... so i did not buy anything... walk about so much... and played Patapon the whole time... play until i finally cross the level that i've been playing last night... took me about 5 hours in total... it can't be that hard... i must be stupid... anyway, i visited Crumpler at Paragon... the pricing is damn scary... but well, there's a high price to pay for changes to happen... the laptop bags that they have are so squarish... a little too hard to appreciate... so i'm thinking of getting a sling bag and throw my lappy in... $180 is the cap... i'll wait for my pay a little, then go for a little shopping with everyone to get majority opinion... then ask my mum to help me get the bag cause she has 10% discount... then i'll pay her back... haha... what a perfect plan... i like it... haha... end of the day, i brought home nothing but a pair of tired legs and painful feet... haiz... wasted my day... i should have stayed home and rest a little... after all i'm going for a 5 day week before the chalet... haha...


My fringe is getting a little long... if it's going to continue poking my eyes every now and then, i'm going to go blind...


Damn i need to go to bed now... i'm really tired... haha... goodnight... sorry for the sudden end... i was busy with other things just now...

Sian... got lectured on the way home... haiz... so demoralising lor... my dad tried to convince me not to work when school resumes... but i guess it's not working... haiz...


Away with the unhappiness, today, i was early for work... haha... by 1 hours... lucky the boss let me start work early... haha... today was a really busy day... there were so much things to do yet so little people... the crowd came early and the queeue was freaking long... at 8.30, i was praying that the queeue die... and it's the second time i sweat while working... haha... and i also felt very stressed... first time i experience so much stress while working... haha... so much in my mind... trying to remember what table asked for what and where do all the food i'm holding onto go to and Patapon... haha... had fun working though... but my legs are feeling terrible now... haha... despite the stress and all, it's always the small things which brighten up your day... every time i see a satisfied customer, i feel great... especially when they give me a warm smile or a thumbs up... haha... and i'm not transferring to AMK just yet... this week i'll be at TPY... 5 day week... haha... sounds exciting... well, i love money... and i'm so free after all... haha...

I think i'm really a loser... over the past few days, i've been doing stuff that makes me stupid... like jumping about till i sprained my ankle... and today, i forgot to sign out again... and that's where my pay gets involve... after saying bye to everyone, i had to go back and say bye again... haha... and it's not the first time already... even Solan said that we have to say bye twice every night... haha... damn stupid right? haha... too bad for me... but at least i can remember where i'm bring food to when i need to deliver to 2 tables... but when steak and lamp chop comes into the picture, it's a totally different story... haha... and when you see me chanting to myself, you can be sure i'm delivering steak and/or lamp chop to 2 different locations... haha...


Damn tired now... my mama and sister will be going shopping today too... i don't know if i want to join them a not... the thought of spendng money scares me... the thought of spending my mama's money scares me even more... i'm working to satisfy my wants... and my allowance is to satisfy my needs... haiz... i need time to reconsider shopping... but for now, i need my rest... haha... goodnight...

Man.. i suck... i'm the greatest loser who have inspired many people to be winners... haiz... i sprained my right ankle today... because i was jumping around at home... and at one jump, i did not land my weight properly and hurt my ankle... and it happened just before work today... haiz... lucky for me the pain was on-off... so it only hurt at times... haha...


Today, i worked at AMK... my first time... haha... so excited lor... but at the same time i was a little reluctant... cause i knew Yvonne is going to make me answer phone calls and do order taking... and i hated it... haha... i was quite happy working at AMK... but regretted later... cause today was a hell busy day... and i was doing my all time hated role.. setter... cause no cheat... haha... but it's ok... i'm able to learn up the table numbers very quickly while doing the setter's role... and the manger there was superly great... very nice person... she even helped me with my stuff when i was busy... haha... still learning up the stuff like where and what and who... and the culture is different too... some things that they do is so different... but lucky for me, RP had prepared me well... haha... had fun though... already started making friends with the people... but one thing i hate about working there is that i need to bend down a lot... my legs are not longer aching... but now my back is... i need to bend down to pick up all the stuff cause the table was relatively low... i think i'm gonig to become the Hunchback of Ang Mo Kio soon... you are going to see me jumping off HDBs and all... haha...


I got a new PSP game... and it's very fun... same producer as Loco Roco... i bet the girls would like it... but i'm not going to tell... actually i had the game yesterday already... but my PSP firmware was not up to date... so i could not play the game... so i went to update today before work... and after work, i'm a happy man!!! haha... i'm going to keep the game to myself for awhile.. till i master the game... haha...


Damn i need to rest early tonight... it's going to be my last day at TPY... i need to prepare a script to thank everyone... haha... anyway, goodnight...

WHHOOO!!! I GOT MY FIRST PAY!!! AND IT'S 5 DIGITS!!! HAHA... i give you a hint... it starts with a 1... haha... i'm so happy i can eat a cow!!! WHHOOO!!!

Haiz... supposed to go to Raph's place for 640... but ended up staying at home... damn sorry for backing off at the last minute... i had house work to do and i'm currtently facing a financial crisis... haiz... damn sad... yesterday, i realise that the money that i lent to Tricia.. was not mine... haiz... i don't now why my dad like to transfer money in and out of my account... he put in a sum of money, and now he's taking it out... and after he take it out, i'm left with $80 for the rest on the month... damn... i'm not going to leave with that sum... i think that $80 is only enough for my transport for a month... and plus the increase in gym fare, how i'm i to leave... so now my dad have this smart solution... he's giving me my next month allowance in advance to help me cope with my financial depression... and i think it's not a very good idea... my finance will be always 1 month ahead... dammit... i need a quick solution... and i don't think my pay will last that long although it's a 5 digit figure... haiz... anyway, my day was not spent poorly... when i'm in need of money, money opportunity comes... haha... my boss called me to say that someone is on MC and asked me to take over her today... damn... i'm so happy... at least i can past time and get paid for passing my time... haha... really lucky...

Today's work was quite exciting.. for the setter... haha... i was doing the washing again... but was a little exciting too... what's so exciting about being the setter today was that the setter need to set the tables but there were no cutlery... haha... and it's not the wash man's fault... it's just that we were so busy today and the cutlery were everywhere but with us... haha... so i had to rush wash all the cutlery when they come... so exciting for me lor... the machine was too slow... so i had to use my family secret that was passed down to all the girls in the family... a secret technique that i've learnt from my mother... it's called.. HAND WASH!!! damn... the knives were so sharp i had to wash them carefully... and had a could of cuts on my fingers at the end of the day... but it was only skin deep... nothing much... no blood... haha...


Haiz... you can't live without money in Singapore... we that's damn true... and i bet many Singaporeans agree with me... and it sucks man... i'm getting depression man... i don't dare to leave my home now... i'm free tomorrow afternoon but i can't leave the house because i'm low on cash... and that's very scary... plus, the Youth Olympics is going to be held in Singapore... and that means everything will be raised to cheat the money of all the poor foreign athletes... and that also means the locals are going so suffer too... bus fare going to increase 3 cents and buses will loop all over and only reach sports complex last... this is to ensure the foreigners are late for their competition and get disqualified... badminton courts, gym and all are going to increase $5.. so that the foreigners cannot afford to train and Singapore and Singapore will win all the gold medals... and changes in the gym, louder radios... taxi meter will jump 50 cents every 200 metres... chicken rice will cost $8... a can of coke will cost $2.50... MacDonalds will come up with some Olympic meal that looks like a MacChicken meal but cost a lot more... haiz... what is Singapore becoming? no wonder everyone wants to migrate... then leave the country, government eats your CPF... still have to pay money for migrating... dammit... i think my home is really the safest place...

I'm getting really sick of this Buddha crap... because of some crap shit talk about all the chinese zodiac thing, i'll have to drink some holy orange juice once every 2 weeks... **** man... that's not nice... and i hate orange... i rather eat or drink some holy apple or something... of all things why orange? did the Buddha become a Buddha when s/he ate oranges? if so then my whole family all can be Buddha already... all i just need now is a big belly and a hell lot of bumps on my head to become a Buddha... crap man... who came up with such rules? all the burning of incense, drinking holy orange juice and magic cows... haiz... being a Buddist is difficult... being a chinese Buddist is even harder... haiz... it's like having to hurricanes coming together to form a bigger one... all the chinese crap about the zodiac and stuff... when they say bad, you "suay"... when the Buddha comes into the picture, s/he say holy orange can fight the shit... so there you go.. a perfect disaster... and i'm the victim... crap... i think i'll go be Hindu or something... wearing a dot on my forehead would be more harmless... other then the massive lot of pimple only at a certain location on my forehead... haiz... it's so hard to live just a normal life... see, humans are all so greedy... want to make Star Wars real and all... now want to know so much and come up with all the shit... right or wrong or a pack of lies also must say... and the outcome of such things are people like me... all this shit have no effect on the people who came up with all this.. because they are already dead!!! dammit... so what's next? Planet of the Apes?

I wrote that last night before i slept... about 2am or so... just a sudden inspiration.. to insult the Buddha's stupid actions... an idea i cannot let go off...


Today was another stupid vegetarian day again... all the nonsense... no meat before 1pm... damn... i'm not going to eat vegetables only... i'll die i tell you... meat is my best friend... and if i'm forced to eat vegetables only, i'll go eat beef on a vegetarian day... wah... i hate the Buddha so much yet i'm so loyal... s/he better be glad... still put me through all this sufferings... lucky i'm smart... i always have an escape route... well, at least most of the time... i met up with HuiJun, HuiYan, Tricia and Yvonne for lunch at Bugis... ate the desert and all... then go eat wanton mee... haha... then walk all over the place... lucky i have all my leg training at work... this is nothing to me now... haha... and i learnt a new chinese proveb from the ladies today... haha... and guess what.. i've already forgotten it... haha... know it in english can already... even the chinese men in china is learning english... why go through the trouble to learn chinese? let those people learn can already... haha...


I've finally spent my $2.50 today... haiz... so expensive now... i bet the government is taking my $1 to invest into the 2010 Youth Olympics... anyway, it was pretty tiring today... mentally tired and my shoulders were very pain... have not trained my shoulders very a very long time already... it feels like crap man... so pain all the way... haha... had a mental battle against myself to fight off the tiredness... haha... but in the end, my money was wasted because of time... i had to go down to my grandparents place for a compulsory dinner... last day of the CNY... so i rushed everything in 50 minutes... haiz... in the end train a little only... haha... and i forgot to do sit-ups... my tummy is growing already... haha... from packs to flabs...


Everyone was at my grandma's place today... all the folks and stuff... and also.. QiQi... my little niece... haha... damn fun... she is 14 months old now... haha... damn cute... played with her damn lot... it's been so long since i saw her... the last time i saw her she could only sit up on her own... and now, she is walking about screaming at the top of her voice... haha... damn damn damn cute... and she only know how to say a few words... and so happen that she could not call me "SuSu" and kept calling me "PaPa"... haha... damn funny... i kept trying to correct her... but it's not working... and she love to eat... haha... she eats damn lot... and even after dinner, we could still bribe her with food... damn cute... if i had a kid who likes to eat, i'll make him/her do 50 sit-ups everyday... haha... just kidding... s/he will just do a 100 sit-ups... haha...


Damn bored now... my PSP games are getting boring... and my comic have come to another wordy section... so much words... i can't read them all... i'll turn stupid... err.. more stupid... haiz... i need to find something new to do... something new and exciting... maybe i can go do some baking... when my mum buy the oven... i really want to bake cakes... especially fruit cakes... haha... miss those old days where i bake a super smelling fruit cake... haha... i need a new hobby... haiz...


I'm getting cramps... facial cramps.. from being Tricia's smile model... haiz... so excited about her new camera then keep asing me to smile to test one of her camera's function... haha... back then the sensitivity was pretty weak and i had to smile for a freaking long time before the photo is taken... and another 10 minutes for her to edit the picture and make me a freak... haha...


Ok peeps... this will be a little boring... but i'm forced to do it... i'm getting threaten by someone in Vietnam... damn... that's how sad my life is... anyway, i told Jasmin that she will not be able to write more than 5 sentence about me... i bet she'll write 6 sentence to prove me wrong... she think she very smart.. smart in the ass... sorry about the foul language... i'm just applying what i've learnt... haha... whatever it is, here goes... well, to me, Jasmin is a "Beauty into Beast"... please notice it's "into" and not "and the"... haha... i have my reasons... initially, i thought she was some nice, quiet, gentle girl who enjoys being a scribe in every group she goes to and clap her hands loudly when her laughter could not get any louder... but NO... i was damn wrong... well, as time past, the beast in this "beauty" came out and started pinching/slapping/punching(kicking will be included soon) everyone in her way... she is a walking disaster... damn scary... don't be fooled by her gentle looks... her ferocity is worst than a hundred tigress... maybe that's why tigers are endagered animals... even in a sad moment of her life, she is capable of threatening people who are sitting a distance from her... it's that scary... and when you think that's bad, there is worst!! the "worst" have to be seen... i can't really describe it... after the 3rd of march, you'll have to met me to see what's "worst"... at least i know i'm safe for the next 10 days... haha... overall, she is a pretty nice person... except that i see the other side of her more often... or, very often... but it's ok... don't let this paragraph influence your opinion towards Jasmin... i'm just afraid you readers go crazy and hate Jasmin... this is just my opinion... and you know me... so it's just my opinion... don't get influence... haha...


My sister is becoming as cocky as me... shit man... there goes my unique characteristic... nothing is unique when there are 2 of the same kind... now i need to go find something new about myself and bring it up...

WHHOOO!!! i've checked my GPA!!! and guess what?! i'm not telling... haha... just a little insight, i've cleared all my Cs... actually i've only got one C, but at least i've got rid of it... haha... i'll let you know a little... i improve on my GPA by.. 0.15!!! haha... the rest let you go figure out... haha... next semester, 3.3!!! haha...


Woke up early in the morning today... and it's not because of any damn construction... my body damn cock up now... when there is construction, i wake up late... when there is no construction, i wake up early... stupid man... i need a new body... one that can adjust itself based on the environment... haha... anyway, met Yvonne and HuiYan before going to the airport to see Jasmin off... i was early!!! haha... and it's not a miracle... i told you my timing is always perfect, except the bus drivers are always late or they drive too slowly... haha... so happen that everything was perfect today... haha... anyway, we saw Jasmin off at the airport... damn sad lor... now i have one friend less... anyway, she should be the sad one... cause she have to start from scratch in Vietnam... no friends at all... anyway, one advice, don't count the days... just keep yourself busy and enjoy yourself... in no time you'll be wishing you did not need to come back... haha...

Today i NKF a little... just like that loser TT Durai, i had a little mishandling of funds... i lent Tricia a large sum of money... but it's ok... at least she is trustworthy enough... i know my money will come back... haha... and that leads me to my next misfortune... haha... i went to a foreign place in Singapore with Tricia to collect her camera and ended up becoming her little model... i think her camera have too many functions... she go edit my picture until i ended up laughing at myself in the bus on the way back to Woodlands... haha... damn funny... i think there will be pictures on her blog... anyway, later we headed down to AMK HUB for dinner with Yvonne... haha...


Now it's my chance to rest... haha... finally a day home early... hopefully everything is fine for everyone... especially Jasmin... do come back in one piece with 4 luggage of gifts... haha... enjoy...

Haiz.. just got back home from work... supposed to end work at 10pm but ended up finishing at 12am... did the washing for the closing... haha... wasn't a single bit worried about working OT... after all, i'm getting paid to have fun... haha... but i was a little tired then, so my productivity was a little low... but it's ok... haha... i managed to finish everything by 12... reached home about now... and "now" is about 1am... haha... taxi home with Nardia, William and Spenser...


I realised something, i've not seen a blue sky for a very long time already... it's either i'm busy with W15H at some indoor place or i'm at work or i'm at home... by the way, the blue sky that i'm refering to is the evening blue sky... i need to find some nice day where i can see the sky again... i've lot touch with nature... i need to walk home one evening without my mp3 some day... i'm missing out a lot... who knows we might not have such things in the future... haiz...


Jasmin is leaving Singapore tomorrow... too bad for her, she's going to miss out on W15H activities... too bad for us, we are going to have one person less to hang out with... too bad for me, i'll have one less person to hit me so that my arms would swell to the extend where i don't need to go to the gym to look good... haha... anyway, one thing for sure is that everyone is going to miss her... most importantly, she go have have her fun, we go have our fun.. and when she's back, we'll have fun together...


My lil' sister had been posted to RP... she'll be doing some supply chain thing... now my mum have a private spy who will report to her about my actions in school... and in return, my mum will have another private spy who will report to her my sister's actions in school... haha... **** that... i'm too old for such things... i'll only do such things in my younger days.. and that refers to 17 and below years old... haha... now i'm an old man... i've live a life long enough to think for myself... haha... anyway, really hope she wake up and work harder... it's a little late to open her eyes to see the real world... but it's better late than never... haha...


I think i'll need to relink and link people real soon... it's so hard to get access to everyone else's blogs... i need to go through Yvonne's blog then W15H before i can get to YanQin's blog just to find a whole chunk of chinese words there... haiz... so troublesome... and i bet there are many out there who had not relink YanQin's blog either... haha... maybe that's why she's not tagging on my blog... she must be hating me now for not relinking her... haha... i'll go link you soon, YanQin... and to others out there, i've misplaced my mental people-to-link list... so please, let me know again... cause this will me one chance i'm going to link people... the next time i link people will be another god-know-how-long... haha...


Haiz... got to turn in real soon... because i need to wake up early for Jasmin's farewell... haha... the only problem i'm facing now is my lack of sleep... every night i sleep so late, every morning i'm woken up by the neighbour's construction... damn noisy... i just don't understand why must they do all their hammering in the morning... standard, i'll wake up between 10 to 11 because of all the noise out there... and thanks to my mum, who is very afraid of dirt and dust, i'll need to get up to close the windows to prevent the dust from coming into the room... haha... crap man... that's life after all... other people are trying to earn money for their family... and i'm bring different staff meal home every night to feed my family... haha... enough of that, goodnight...

Dammit... i'm so tired that even my shoulders are aching... i don't know how... but it's aching real bad... haha... my legs are dead too... i can bearly support myself when i jump off my sofa to the floor... i almost fell... haha... quite exciting though... sometime i just wished i have a chair in my shower... after a hell lot of work, i don't wish to stand anymore... and that 10 minutes in the shower was hell on earth... i could have fell and hit my head against something and drown in the shower... damn... luck for me, i have a long life... haha...


I'll be working tomorrow again... and if so, i'll be working for 4 days straight... haha... damn power... maybe that would be a good explaination on why i'm so tired, physically... haha... well, it's good experience after all... why should i miss it? if i'm going to give this a miss, i'll have one less story to share with my grandchildren... my grandfather have WW2 stories and all... and all i have now is, "In my poly days, i use to get beaten my girls"... and that's so boring... it would be the perfect bed time story for my children and grandchildren... haha...


I'm on a high way to hell!!! i don't know why, but i've got a sudden urge to consume sweet stuff... and that means i'm on my way to getting some diabetes... haha...


Finally a day home early... it feels great... haha... i can rest early... and i better... so bye all... time to recharge...

Haiz... nothing funny to start this entry... after all, i'm not in the mood... i'm in myliving room typing this words while i wait for my sister to finish bathing so that i can share my dinner with her... got the chicken hotdog from Botak Jones... i'm afraid that if i were to start eating, i'll leave nothing for her... and she's taking a hell of a time in the shower... haiz... i'm feeling more sad then happy now... i really can't bear to leave the Toa Payoh outlet... i saw a remark under my name "Transfering to AMK the following week" in the schedule... crap man... i'm looking more forward to working nowadays... i want to spend the last moments with everyone there... but everytime i go, my bond with them grows... why am i building something that i have to destory in the end? i'm so confused... i don't want to leave... haiz...


I think i'll be going for a job tranfer real soon... with all the plate carrying, i'll be joining the circus in not time... after carrying 2 plates with 2 hands for the past 2 weeks, i suddenly jump to carrying 4 plates with 2 hands... haha... i started with 3 plates for like 30 minutes... then suddenly must carry 4 plates... and with the motivation and encouragement from everyone, i DID IT!!! 3 plates on my left hand and 1 plate on my right... but moving to the customer was really scary... every muscle in my arms are twiching like mad to mantain the balance of the 3 plates... even the customers stared at me as i walk past... haha... so exciting...


I think this year is really a bad year for the people that are borned in the year of a horse... haha... i've been unlucky since yesterday... yesterday after the course, my mp3 battery died... and i have nothing to do for one and a half hour... haiz... i ended up going to Mac to read my comic book before going to work... and today, i went to my grandparents place in the late morning... i brought my lappy along to transfer games to my cousin... and over there, although we only spend about 3 hours there, i finished a comic book, killed the battery of my PSP and could not play any games on my laptop because i had no mouse... dammit man... i'm really damn unlucky... i did not anticepate a lot of things to happen... i excepted that 1 comic book to last me quite a long time... but it did not... so did my PSP... haiz... this sucks... but this unluckiness is not going to last... i know it... cause i'm going to do something about it... haha...


I hate the Buddha even more now... i was forced to drink a damn cup of orange juice.. because of some crap shit religious purpose... dammit... i hate orange... and anything related... why don't people use apples for praying and new year instead? it would be a way greater choice... why is the Buddha so troublesome? haiz... the world is coming to an end from all this Buddha practises... haiz... all the Buddist out there are digging their own grave... good luck man... i have a long life to live and many dreams to fulfill... count me out on this...


I think i've become a comic addict... haha... i've been reading this book called "Rave" recently... some chinese comic book which i've finished about 2 years ago... total, it consist of 35 books...now i'm on book 18 or so... one day, one book... knowing my chinese standard, it's pretty fast already... haha... but i the past i was able to finish 3 books in 1 day... haha... back then i had chinese lessons in school so my reading ability was a little better... now in poly i rarely have to chance to do chinese... ok.. i was lying... i have the chance all the time.. cause W15H peeps all speak in chinese and stuff... i'm just too lazy yo do anything about it... haha... but i love reading.. occasionally... haha...


If you think there is something here, you've been fooled... HAHA... shit.. there is really something here now... crap.. i just fooled myself... haha(laughing at myself)...

This morning was great... great for sleeping... the temperature was so perfect and i was strangely tired... i also don't know why, but i was really tired... i could barely get off my bed... so damn tired... but after much perseverence, i finally got off my bed... luck for me i woke up a little earlier... haha... headed down to Ceylon Sports Club for my course by Botak Jones... there were a hell lot of black man dressed in white playing cricket there.. and maybe a handful of white man dressed in white too... but anyway, the course was really good... very insparational and educative... and i've also met the boss of all bosses... Bernie!!! haha... the course instructor, Irene, was really good too... and there is something about her that caught my attention... she was strangely b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l... i know i've rarely use such a word to describe people... but there was something about her that was really beautiful... you don't see her beauty, but you can feel her beauty... damn... haha...

I realised that i'm very picky with my words that i use be it in writing or speech... especially describing things... i've never describe a person as a cute person for a very long time now... very rare i use it to describe people... i use the word "cute" more on items... and the word "beautiful" too... never mix the word "beautiful" and "pretty"... they are very different... there are pretty girls almost everywhere... but extremely little beautiful people... i don't know how to explain... but anyway, just want to share my thoughts...


I did something stupid again!!! i'm supposed to get my 1week's pay today... but i did not... it's not because i don't love money anymore or i forgot... but it's because i did not sign in and out for the first week of work!!! haha... so no pay for that whole week... but i'll still get my money... all the past working hours are going to be written in my this week's free days... so the company actually compensate my working hours... haha... aren't that good? you don't get to do such things anywhere.. except Botak Jones!!! other company would be more than happy to not pay you... but Botak Jones is a honest company... my loyality towards the company is improving... haha...

Guess what, i'll be tranferring soon... i don't know wheather is it good or bad... i've kind of have a sense of belonging at the work place already... i can't really bear to leave the place... after all that's where i start from and learn all the necessary... it's like growing up... haiz... i feel a little sappy upon hearing the news... haiz... by the way, sappy is an emotion where you feel sad and happy at the same time... you can find that word in my dictionary... haiz... i feel damn bad man... i don't know how to thank everyone there.. and i don't know how to show gratitude to everyone... i might not be able to thank everyone on my last day of work either... haiz... i feel so mixed up now...


Haiz there is so much to think about now... so many things running through my mind... and if i were to think about everything together, i'll not be able to find the right word in my dictionary... it's that bad... if i put all together, i'll be sappy, lost and many many more... haiz... no point being sad about everything... after all, i want to make everyone around me happy... the laughter and smiles from other fuels me... haiz... now i have no fuel though... i'm no longer making people laugh... i'm not funny anymore... i'm joining the group of people who calls themselves "lamers"... in fact, if you spell the word "lamers" backwards, you'll get "sremal"... and in my dictionary, the word "sremal" means loser... haiz... but now, i need to recharge first... so goodnight... don't need to worry for me...just worry about yourself... it's more important... anything is more important than me...

HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!!! in fact, i think i need to practise some defence on my own... my captions for pictures are getting stolen... and i'm getting flamed on other people's blog... say what i anyhow teach wrong things... haiz... i shall be a nice guy today... haha... no point fighting an armed thief when i have $10 in my wallet... haha... a little complex... hope you understand... haha...


I realised that i'm very bad at keeping promises... i promise not to me late, but i'm still late... i promised not to gamble, but i gambled today... i promised not to drink, but i still drank... haha... but i guess it's ok... life goes on even when promises are broken... and somethings i make so many promises that i even forgot that i've ever made such promises... haha...


Why do people post pictures of food in their blogs? after missing dinner, all the Fish&Co. food in everyone elses blog is making me hungry... haha...


Had lunch at Chong Pang with Yvonne, Jasmin, Charlene, Jerry and Ryan... got a little test by Yvonne on BJ's menu... guess i'm more ready to fail now... haha... i think i've made only 2 right guesses among the coutless questions... haiz... it's ok... i'll go learn up the menu... haha... after the lunch, we went to Yvonne's place to play a little game of BlackJack... i'm not racist here... it's a real gambling game... anyway, that's when i gambled again... started with 30cents... and ended with 90cents!!! WHHOOO!!! i'm winning... haha... but for awhile only... after all the fun and games, we headed down to BJ for dinner... Ryan left for god-knows-what, and Yvonne went to work... chat there and ate Cheese Fries and Caser Salad... we did not have much of an appitite... haha... so we ate and drink and talked about what to do next.. for a very long time... in the end, we head to Chan's place for a little game of Big2... bought some drink along the way... I'VE PASSED!!! i bought alcohol without getting checked... haha... anyway, i think Jasmin is addicted to the game Big2... just learn today and now, some God of Gamble... haha... she laughed so much that i thought she stole a sip from my bottle... haha... after all, Jasmin, Jerry and i bused to AMK and headed home... lucky by the time i reached home my face was no longer red... haha... with the help of Jasmin and Jerry, i think i got the alcohol smell out of my mouth... haha...


I'm going to have an exciting weekend tomorrow... need my early rest now... it's not so nice to sleep after 2am and wake up at 9-10am too often... i need to get rid of my cough too... it don't seemed to be getting any better... i think i'm dying... no.. i'm not going to die... i have a long life... haha... at least i can get to drink some cough syrup and induce some sleep onto myself... haha... goodnight...

Haiyo... why is everyone burning stuff at this hour?(i'm not complaining) trying to kill me is it? i think you god is trying to you all lor... burn so much still don't win 4D... burn so much still get cancer... burn so much.. global warming... eventually, still die... what's the point? haiz...


Had a great time yesterday... ate brunch at Ding Tai Feng with family... the Little Dragon Bun was great man... love it plenty... but i ate till my stomach felt a little funny... haha... then later in the evening, met up with W15H peeps and had Fish n Co. for dinner... did lots of crazy stuff there... sabotage me untill damn bad... so bad that i almost pee on my pants... but too bad... i only shy a little... then later went to esplande.. and recevied a worst treatment... haha... this time i very shy... taking off my shirt and showing all the couples and group of singles my body is not a good idea... later all the boyfriends come and beat me up because they think i'm seducing their girl... haha... and all those singles, who should just stay single, come and find me... wah... this time i was more shy... but it's ok... haha... had a superb time... thanks plenty many W15H!!! especially for all that you have planned and put me through... you people are so sweet... so sweet that i'm afraid of diabetes... ok.. not funny...


Here are some amazing pictures of my experience... thanks Jasmin for being the camera girl... the camera girl will still be doing a inspection later in the morning... haiz...

Magic Love Potion from Fish&Co (it's not working)

Everyone except Yvonne and Jasmin

Getting my Birthday Day card from Charlene

Me going onto the high chair at Fish&Co

Happily holding my lil' sparkle

One for You, and Another for You

Ladies.. with Jess and Joan

Happy Man Pose Everyone!!!

Everybody Show Your Teeth!!!

Ms Photo Girl(Jasmin)... look at the background.. everybody wants to pose with her... haha

Modelling with Charlene

I knew everybody wants to learn my pose.. haha

It's a brid, It's a plane. It's.. err...

Everyone is learning my pose... the little girls will be there soon... haha

See no Evil, Hear no Evil, Speak no Evil, Smell no Evil, Show no Evil

Shy and Happy me.. haha

Making a little wish

My lil' present

BUSTED!!! Topless at Esplande

A happy man is a happy Sam!!!

WHHOOO!!! I JUST TURNED 8!!! 10 YEARS AGO!!! FREEDOM IS EXPENSIVE!!!


ok... now, how did i enjoy my last day of my 17th year in life? nothing much happened... haha... met Jerry early in the morning at West Mall... spend 18 minutes there... then we moved on to Jurong Point... walked about till 1pm before getting our lunch... all thanks to another Buddha crap... what must go vegetarian till 1pm... anyway, had a great time with him... haha... then i went to the gym to make full use of my last chance to pay $1.50... haha... but it wasn't a good gym session... i was mentally tired... and i just can't motivate myself... and what's more is that my stomach felt a little funny... haha... i felt like crap... so i stopped early... haiz... wasted my $1.50... haha...


Ok man... can't wait for what W15H had planned for me... your presence is more important than your present... haha... knowing W15H culture, i'll bring an extra shirt tomorrow... haha...

By the way, Happy Birthday YiMei... haha...

WHHOOO!!! MY FIRST TIME I WORKED 10 STRAIGHT HOURS TODAY!!! SO EXCITING!!! so tiring... haiz... but it was a great experience... my legs were so tired that everytime i had a chance to take a seat, i would wish i had a drill to drill screws on the under side of the chair into my ass... damn... despite the 10 hours, i still did take my necessary rest... i even had time to read my comic for a while... haha... and when it gets busy, i get the best task in the world... WASHING!!! haha... when everyone is busy running about outside, i'm happily standing by the sink wash everything... haha... but my actual task was to do running and washing... but i only did running for about 30 minute... then washing for about 2 hours... haha... had a great time... saw yvonne while i was still doing my running task... thanks for visiting... and thanks for the shirt... it's hard living on one shirt the whole time... haha... now i don't have to wear a shirt that i've been wipping sauces on the back... haha...

So many colours and buttons!!! i don't know which one to press!!! AHHH!!! i'm starting to learn how to use the order taking machine... my worst nightmare is coming through!!! AHHH!!! i rather be the dish washer... haha... hope i don't get to do too much order taking... haha...


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY... EVE!!! anyone wants free hugs and kisses can come and find me... my girlfriend won't mind... or should i say "my girlfriends won't care"... haha... freedom is so close, yet so expensive... haha... i'll go gym tomorrow... it's the last chance i can pay $1.50... i'm going to enjoy my last day of my 17th year of life... haha... it's going to be fun... almost the whole day of the last day have been booked... haha... and good news to everyone, i'm free on the 14th Feb... i went through lots of blood and sweat to make myself free... so W15H peeps, i'm not going to feel guilty anymore... haha... i'm going to make you feel guilty.. for making me feel guilty... haha...


Honestly, i dislike celebrating my own birthday as much as departure... i always get this strange feeling... and i don't know what feeling is it exactly... i don't even know how to describe the feeling... haha... lucky i'm only celebrating my birthday once a year... haha...

Today, i made a loss... Kimberly opened a gambling den at her place and W15H head over for a gambling good time... well, i controlled my gambling quite well.. but still went home with a little loss... haha... at the beginning, i won quite some bit from HuiYan, Charlene and Raphael... total about $15+.. in 2 games... haha... got $6.40 from Raphael... but later lose it back to him... haha... later, i lose all my coins to a game of blackjack... i think my underwear was not black enough... but anyway, i stopped after losing all my coins and laze around the house... ate damn lot.. of PINEAPPLE TARTS!!! but there were too little pineapple in the tart... haha... but i still eat them... haha... i've eaten so much that i've lost my voice... haha... but it's ok... cause i know i'm going to get well by tomorrow... haha... and at the end of the day, my hands got a little itchy and tried my luck on a game of Big 2... and ended up losing $4 to 2 little girls... haiz... but it's ok... losing money to my friends is ok... i'm just making my friends richer and making myself poorer... haha... do visit the blogs of girls of W15H for pictures... haha... but don't go see Tricia's blog... it protrays a very lazy image of me...

Headed down to Vivo for dinner... brought the 2 little girls along... Joan and Jess... the 2 girls who i lost money to... haha... i find it fun to go out with little children.. when they don't whine... they always bring joy to everyone... haha... i really enjoy their company...


On the way home, while waiting for bus, there was this crazy bitch who was happily burping away beside me... damn... she must have gotten herself a really bad constipation... one so bad that she can't even expel gas from her ass... everything must come out of her mouth... keep on burping non-stop... she think i deaf huh? burp so loud then act blur... like what like that... i'll stuff an orange down her throat if i have to... but it did not happen... haha... but it's damn annoying and disgusting... it'so wrong... damn... such people should die...


I feel damn guilty... i know many of you are going to repeat that i'm my tagboard... but it's ok... you don't have to... it's going to be a waste of space and i'll have to type the same reply over and over again... and i also know that after you read this, you would be more tempted to go tag my tagboard "I HOPE YOU FEEL GUILTY"... i know many of you will not heed my advice... so just go ahead with it if you have to... anyway i feel really guilty because everyone is taking time off on valentine's day and i just went ahead with working plans on valentine's day... honestly speaking, i did not expect anything on valentine's day... but, thanks everyone... and i'm really sorry for causing so much inconveniences for everyone... i've made time off for everyone already... i'm really really sorry... i'll commit suicide if i have to repent for my mistake... i'm so so sorry...

Haiz... i'm under stress... but what stress? i myself don't know... the moment i woke up this morning, my bro complained to me that i've been snoring very loudly the whole night... and that's where i know i'm stressed... i only snore in my sleep when i'm under stress... this had been researched over the many years in my life... and i've not gotten myself a good sleep last night either... another one of those shallow sleep... haiz... it's so hard to live life... stress also don't know stress over what... haiz...

Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd with family before work today... my sis wasn't there though... she put herself into suffering by going to watch Jay Chou act cool with her friends... haiz... too bad.. she missed all the laughter... Ah Long Pte Ltd was great... although the mixed usage of languages had gotten me a little confused, it was still great... i was struggling to read the subtitles when some foreign language had been spoken and trying to settle some stuff with some troublesome people... haha... anyway, overall, great! i like Mark Lee's acting... very unique... haha...


After going for the first aid course, i realised something... i'm never going to get diabetes... haha... in fact i have low sugar content in my blood... i've been having a craving for sweet drinks lately... it's either my mum is using too little sugar in her cooking or my body have been doing something with the sugar i take daily... haha... damn...


I think working have been a really great experience for me... when you are down, every little thing can be a motivation... today, i saw some hot girls... and another girl who dared to show a lot... haha... and strangely, i've been doing a lot for the table she sat... i set the table, served at least 2 dishes... haha... great sight seeing... haha... the thing i hate the most is serving smokers... damn... i got to speak to them in the mids of the smoke and all... and where do i get fresh air? there is not fresh air for me!! crap man... even if i'm not going to die from diabetes, i'm going to die from lung cancer or something... crap man... i still have to keep my cool around the customers... after all, they are paying for my pay... so no choice... haiz...


Damn i have to wake up early.. TODAY!!! after all the planning yesterday.. and all the troublesome people... i hope nobody will be late... haha... and i'm praying hard that i won't be late either... haha... to be honest, my time planning is very good... but the bus captains just like to spoil my plans all the time... i don't even know why they are called bus captains... aeroplane captains fly plane also can reach their destination on time... and a bus captain can't? damn... where are our 2cents going to? reprinting of name tags from "driver" to captain? or make unnecessary number like "70M" and "162M"? what's with this new "M"? end of the day the start and the end are all still the same... damn... anyway, i need to rest early... i don't want to reward myself... haha... goodnight all...

Ok.. wait a minute... i go get myself a place to seat....... AAAHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaa!!!! SHIOK AH!!! damn... i've never felt so good in a long time now... i feel like a wonman who had just gave birth after being pregnant for 13 months... damn.. it feels damn good... anyway, just finished work not long ago... worked for so many hours and did not have the chance to sit... it's a busy night today... haha... anyway, i had a great day, with bad customers... such troublesome people should not live on this world... these people should go to some Troubletopia or something and give trouble to other troublesome people... haiz... anyway, home with Nardia... not the RP Nardia, but the BJ Nardia... haha...

Anyway, i had a great start for the day... i woke up playing games on my lappy till the afternoon... i was a little sick the whole time and was struggling to keep myself healthy the whole time... made a last minute decision to go gym with Chor and Alvin... i just can't accept the fact that i've not gymed the whole week and my body is shrinking as the days go by... had no regrets gyming today... i can finally put full focus on my chest... the last time i always use my triceps and shoulders while training my chest... today, totally chest... haha... damn happy... i ended up working on my chest for about 30 minutes... i did a total of more than 10 sets... at least 12 i'd say... started with 15kg on each side and slowly increase till i have 25kg on each side... haha... that means at the end of the day, i lifted a total of 50kg for my chest training... quite exciting... but i did not die... haha... i skipped the valley-making machine... cause i'm beginning to find that my valley is too big... HuiJun was right... my valley looks disgusting... my valley is so big, yet my chest have no size... haiz... at least after today, my chest looks more reasonable... haha... and this gym session might be the last time i'm paying $1.50... haha... i'm turning old... haha...


I feel like a failure... my cousin, who is many years younger than me, has a girlfriend... i saw a "laopo" in his handphone during the chinese new year... and he had been calling and messaging her... he is now secondary 2... and i'm.. going 18!!! it's not fair... why am i such a coward... i bet some bloody bitchwitch cursed me when i'm borned... haiz... i wish you can break this curse for me... haiz...

Haiz... CNY day 2... damn tiring... i think i've fallen sick already... my throat all are swelling now... i'm having a runny nose... haiz... must be all the food... it can't be helped... there is so much good food out there... i have to eat more to show my appreciation to the maker of the food... and eat even more to credit the maker for the good food... haha..

Visited my mother's side of the family... ate a lot... and got quite some red packets too... haha... played about with my cousins and had a little family photo... here are some little side photos that i took... it's a little gay-ish.. but it's ok... haha...


Me, my innocent uncle and gay brother



You know the people..


Did i mention that my little cousin step on my $119 shoe 3 time yesterday? he step on one... he step on one and i told him to move away in distress.. and while moving, he step on the other... and it repeated again on back on the shoe he first step... haiz... damn heart breaking... i was expecting it to be stepped on only on the 5th or 6th time i'm wearing it... but it got stepped on on the 1st day i'm wearing it... haiz... and my other cousin, he bought the exact same shoe at a cheaper price... the only difference is that it's white and at a bigger size... he bought it for $96... dammit... more material for a cheaper price? damn...


I've not gymed for the whole week... and my body is getting smaller.. and flabbier... i have my sis to prove that... she was playing with my under arm and realised that it's vibrating more than usual... haha... chances are that i'm going to gym before work tomorrow... hopefully i survive... haha...


Ok peeps... i need to rest early tonight... and drink lots of water everyone... don't be an idiot like me... and to those who had fallen sick, get well quick...

First thing first... i want to thank all my fashion consultants for helping me get a make over for this CNY... i really like it... my cousins even commented on how much better i looked in the new set of clothes... haha... thanks really lot... so here is what my fashioin consultants are waiting for.. me in the full set... haha... the photographer was really bad... and nobody wanted to help me retake the picture for me...


Today was an average day... not much red packets cause 2 of my aunt's went genting and strangely, i still did not get a lot of red packets... haiz... my cousins were really annoying... especially the young ones... damn hyperactive, then keep on bothering me... and when i got really tired, my temper shorten... and on top of that, i have this autistic cousin... and i want to say this first... i have nothing against such people... in fact, i have a soft spot for them... but today, he keeps on repeating himself over and over again... he ask the same question for at least 5 hours today... and i'm very annoyed... in my dad's car, i have a little kid on my left and another one behind me... on my right, there is this auto repeat machine... i was so irritated that i was at my boiling point... i was at the point where i almost shouted in the car... haiz... so tough... but i really like all the food... haha...

My cousins and siblings have this really interesting ways of remembering whose house are we going to... we don't remember the places by the people... instead, we remember the places by the food highlights... for example, there is this grandauntie that makes really good potato thing during the new year... and another one that makes really good "qing teng" and chocolate cup cakes... and there are many many others... haha... really enjoyed the food... hopefully i did not eat too much... i dont' want to fall sick so soon... there is more tomorrow... haha...

Hope everyone is enjoying themselves... haha... i need to rest early today... damn tired... haha... have a nice evening...

WHHOOO!!! i love this CNY!!! except for the part i broke my specticles... but it's fixed now... haha... it's so quiet... nobody bothered me by sending me any crap CNY messages... haha... it's way better than christmas and new year... WHHOOO!!! so nice... did nothing much today... mainly sleeping when i travel or play my PSP... and finally eat steam boat with senior folks(grandpama) and junior folks(regular pama)... haha... had great fun eating...

Skipped gyming today cause i was really tired and felt there were not enough time for it... haha... anyway, steam boat was great ate damn freaking lot... but my little cousin were whinning so much i felt a little annoyed... haiz... but it's ok... i think i've been eating a little too much this CNY... i've finished one and a half tub of pineapple tarts on my own... haha... really had fun feasting all this CNY goodies... so much that my lining on my abes are gone... haha...


I think i've changed my mind about this CNY... shit man... MY HOUSE IS INVADED BY BEES!!! IT'S AN INVASION!!! shit man... i don't know why, but there is a hell lot of them... the whole ceiling in the living room were bees... and the light at the car porch was clouded by bees too... shit man... in the end we announced this as a case of emergency... so all lights are turned off and we used the lights outside the house to attract the bees out... now i'm locked up in my the living with all windows closed... and that includes all the rooms upstairs... crap man... there is a bees in my room on the air-con... haiz... i don't know how to get rid of it... and now i'm sitting in the living room typing down my amazing experience when everyone is in a state of mild panic... haha... but this is not the type of CNY i'm expecting... if there bees are after my pineapple tarts, then you're not going to get it... it's for me and only me... no one else is going to steal it from me...

Someone just sent me a CNY text message... haiz... and my bro's ring tone is freaking loud and noisy... and he's getting fucking lot of CNY text message... fuck man... i'm going to throw this phone on the floor and break it or something... anyway, happy chinese new year to everyone... this is the first time i spell every word... so be proud of it... and don't send me any crap or you're not going to get lots of red packets...

Shit man... how much dumber can i get? i broke my specticles while trying to fix it and i loss the screw... haiz... furthermore, it's the eve of CNY!!! what i'm i going to do now? there is so much to do yet so little time... haiz...

Went to the zoo with Tricia, Charlene, Buzzaba, Chan, Raphael and Jerry... can i not post any pictures or blog about it today? i'm dman tired now... brain dead... sorry...

Anyway, after zoo, we went for a ride in Raphael's car... i was really nervous when the car started moving... haha... but cilled later in the ride... helped to locate the places we are going to with an extremely old street directory... haha... thanks Raphael for driving me home... had fun today...


Anyway, i had this really interesting dream last night... maybe i'm thinking too much when i sleep... but well, here's the dream... i'll skip part one... cause it's a really special dream to me... well, sometimes i just wish i'm living in my dream world... the warmth of your hand... the gentleness of your touch... haiz... it's a dream after all... not all dreams will be reality... anyway, here's part 2... well, it consist of people getting hurt... W15H was crossing... but in a 2-by-2 manner... horizontally... i was at the back row third person from the right... and on my extreme right was HuiJun and in front of her was Jerry... then a lorry drove into us and hit Jerry and HuiJun's right arm... HuiJun broke her right arm and Jerry was knocked unconscious... i immediately start the CPR procedure... and while checking for signs of circulation, Jerry starte coughing and moving... damn... lucky he did not die or anything... haha... that was my crazy dream... haha... hope it don't happen too... or maybe it's some Final Destination thing... cause Raphael had some strange dream of people dying too... so W15H, if you have any dream of people dying, please share it with everyone... there might be a story to tell...

WHHOOO!!! 2 SUPERB NEWS TO SHARE!!! I'LL TAKE MY TIME TO SHARE THEM... well, only if i hav the ideas... haha... here goes...


Firstly, i woke up later today and skipped the morning session of the standard first aid course... i got freaked out when Stephen messaged me "Exam" when i asked him what is everyone doing... damn.. i rushed like shit man... then he messaged again, "Practise"... this time i got really confused... and when i've finally reached YCK MRT, i received a message from him again... "Practise for exam"... shit man... he scared the shit out of my i almost peed on my pants and shit on my underwear... haha... but i managed to reached there by lunch time... so i followed everyone for lunch and slept as much as possible to replanish my loss energy... haha... i slept when ever i had the chance... be it waiting for examiner, wait for people, or when everyone was having lunch... and that's the reason why i went for lesson late too... i needed my energy badly... so i needed all the rest i can get... and all my awkward sleeping behaviour paid off.. when i became the TOP SCORER OF THE THEORY PAPER... haha... i did not want to tell anyone cause i want to keep everyone is suspends... although i know many of you don't really care about me... anyway, try guessing how many marks i get... go on, guess a little... haiyo.. you took too long... i'll tell you the answer anyway, i scored FULL MARKS!!! WHHOOO!!! haha... this only conclude that you can do well even when you fell asleep right in front of the teacher... haha... WHHOOO!!! i'm a first aider now... so any injuries, i'm here to help you... haha... thanks to all who wished me good luck be it physically or mentally... other than the few who would be cursing me behind my back... haha...


Next, i've finally got the chance to work my dream role in BJ... haha... and it's the DISH WASHER!!! WHHOOO!!! what an experience... time flies the fastest when i'm trying my best to satisfy customers with clean plates... haha... it was really cool man... all the machine and water... and after some time, my hands become as wrinkled as a grandmother with 48 grandchildren... haha... damn cool... i'll never need moisturizer in the future... haha... it was great doing all the dish washing... haha... i did a little role of the runner... go deliver food and collect payment... haha... got a little told off by my boss cause i did not do the right things... but i'm learning though... haha...


Gotta wake up early for zoo tomorrow... goodnight world... hopefully i get enough sleep/rest...

Dead tired... so this is going to be a damn short post... be happy... cause your happiness won't last... lets start from the top...


Woke up freaking early for Day2 of first aid course... feel a sleep in class... and i was sitting in the front row right in from of the teacher... haha... no damage done... i still managed to take notes... memorised the whole CPR sequence and lots of other stuff... memory space: LOW!!!


Got informed that i need to report at Toa Payoh Botak Jones in the morning... rushed down after class and was 30 minutes late... damn sorry... learn the menu... compress everything in... then learn the table number... compression again... then the table setting... memory space: EMPTY!!!

Stood the whole time and run about setting tables, clearing tables and clearing the trash... damn... my legs are dead... i swear after all this standing and walking about, i'll never complain my legs are tired with i go shopping... great experience working though... i enjoyed myself and had fun... haha...


Missed the chance to do my last RJ... i'm not going to e-mail the facilitator... i think there is not enough time now... i need to rest for another long day tomorrow... goodnight world...

It's the last day of school... the day i've always longed for yet never wanted to face it... haiz... departure was as usual.. painful... but this time i fought of my tears with happy smiles... not point spoiling everyone's happiness... but anyway, thanks W34G for giving me an experience of my life... i really love the time we spent together... although i've only eaten lunch with you guys 3 times, i still love you all damn much... hope to see you around and good luck in your further studies...


Steamboat dinner with W15H to celebrate the last day of school!! WHHOOO!!! sorry everyone for not being myself... i had too much in my mind and just could not be my usual self... damn damn sorry...


Congrats Raphael for passing his driving test!!! now you're a driver... and i'm turning 18... so next time when we go drinking, you can drink orange juice... cause you are the driver... no drink driving... haha!!!


No time to elaborate on anything else... i need every second now... i need to recharge and prepare for Day 2 of First Aid Course... WHHOOO!!! wish me luck on sunday... it's my test day... haha... goodnight everyone...