Sick lah... why am i always sick? especially on mondays... haiz... i think it's the monday blues... damn... i was fine in the morning and i fell sick all of a sudden... haiz... how pathetic... i ought to die...


Today's problem statement was YUCKS!!! damn gross... super sick... i feel more immune to the nudity, but all the blood, it's not fun to watch... some sadist piece of shit... haha...


I'm getting an early night tonight... so goodnight...

Okay peepoo... i'll try to make this short and sweet only because time is not in favour...


Woke up with a aching body... how nice... all the parts that are supposed to ache is aching except for my arms... dammit... left triceps ache, right bicep ache... haha... no consistency... with this ache, i know that my $2.50 is in good use... haha...


Back to the bookshop shopping for books... i got myself a super book... guess what's the title... GOD IS NOT GREAT... how cool is that? it's a anti-religion book... i can't wait to feast on the knowledge the book can provide... haha... the more religion mentioned the better... haha... especially Buddhism... haha...


Hello Panda biscuit cheated my mama's money... some of the biscuits had no filling... dammit...

For some strange unknown crazy shit reason, i feel like i different person... i don't feel any less guilty or holy, i just feel lighter... haha... i don't know why, but i seem to have new "desires"... and this "desires" seems to have an effect on me... what desires you might want to know, but i don't see a need to elaborate... but it all started with a dream... well, i can never have a normal dream... but as what science had said, dreams is the result of the sub-conscious mind trying to create a world where you desire are satisfied... strangely, i've never wanted to see ice-cream or anything, but the recent dream is more realistic, more possible... so i myself don't really know... haha...


Gym alone as usual... and because of this, i'll never grow bigger cause i don't dare to push myself to the extreme... i might hurt myself... i tried to push a little, but i think i hurt my back a little... all the old injuries are resurfacing again... it's not really fun being in pain... i know i used to be a little sadistic with myself, but not this time... this is pain, not ache... well, that's the difference... haha...


Work after gym... it was madness... there was 17 floor stuff... Elias end up sending 3 lucky people home... i wasn't one of the three cause i just arrived... haha... the crowed was mad... they just kept coming... they ought to die... 4 straight hours... Ben even treat me to a can of Vanilla Coke at about 9+pm... i did not like to receive treats from people from my workplace because everyone there is trying to earn some cash and i don't see a point of taking what they are trying to earn... i feel bad and had never accepted a treat in my whole BJ life... except for today... i was forced... i left the can there beside the order taker machine as i talk on... Ben came by and opened the can and poured it into the cup... i had no choice... haiz... now i have guilt... anyway, i cleared quite a number of items again... haha... something to be proud of... cute girl was working... my super motivation... haha... seems that she had satisfied my mind's criteria, but my heart seems to disagree... haha... too bad man...


Well, i'm super duper luper tired now... my mind seems a little floaty... maybe that's why i feel like a different person now... well, time to get some rest because i get some rest... haha... i'm going to go BANANAS!!!

Alright people, shine the longest finger on both of your hands on the super unlucky guy who insults the Buddha and hates unnecessary religions... haha... well, today is one hell of an unlucky day for me... damn... i live my life with guilty and i'll die in hell... anyway, it all begins with a bad visit to the canteen in W4... i was carrying this lousy tray of drinks and all... i tried to pull some shit stun by squeezing through this tight gap behind Jerry and guess what, a slight shift in weight on the tray and i lost my balance... all the drinks fell and the only thing left on my hand was the tray... haha... the sad lady on my left got a mixture of lemon tea, lemon barley and milo on her jacket... you are welcome and i'm really sorry... i just added value to your jacket by making it part of your memory... at least you have something to remember when you look at the jacket and pray hard for a little flashback... haha... but i'm really really sorry... i'm damn guilty... i'll die in hell if one really existed... and i got a little wet too... and it's not because i peed on my pants when the drinks fell but the drinks splashed onto myself too... damn... my shoes, socks, legs and pants were all wet... if you were to take a piece of paper, put it on my leg and remove the paper, my leg hair will come off too... it's that sticky... and now i have to wash my shoes... i no longer have any bad excuse for not wearing clean shoes... anyway, when were shoes clean? haha... back to topic, i went back to class and washed my socks and my legs... i had to walk around to whole place bear footed... haha... i feel like some hairless Yeti man... it was so cold and all... haha... damn funny...


Class was madness...
me = Flash dumbfuck
Flash dumbfuck --> doing at least 60% of the work
Flash dumbfuck still equals to me
it's madness i tell you... zero knowledge, instant self crash course... many many uncountable knowledge... overflowing knowledge... damn... i did so much in such a short time, i had little time for games... in fact, i only spent about 20 minutes or so on games... the rest of the time, i was doing all the tedious work with a poor solution... after all, a solution is still a solution... as long as the work is done at the end of the day... haha... learnt that from Jason... haha... well, at least i know i've learnt something new and Flash is pretty much interest... i tell you what, i'll produce a super Flash movie in the future... it's called Karate Crocoda... there is no spelling error in "Crocoda"... a crocoda is a cross breed of a crocodile and a panda... so be prepared to absorb the stunning truth of having a famous friend... i'll be rich and if you need money, i'm not rich... as for now, you can start the engine running by telling your friends that you will be having a famous friend soon... haha... so now, run wild and free and spread my fame!!!


Man... i think i've been insulting Buddhism a little too much... it's about time i move on to another religion... haha... kidding... i may not like all this fairy tale bullshit, but i'll stay within my little limits... so dear Buddha, i'm sorry but you'll be suffering a little longer... haha... rain bad luck on me if you can... after all, luck is man-made... my lousy fate is in my hands... there is no predestined shit and holy orange juice... the pathetic practises had made my life terribly terrible... so to hell with all that shit...


I'm damn bored right now... i feel like throwing in some sarcastic shit or voice my displeasure... BUT.. i think no... i can't be bothered with the unhappy shit that tries to make my life look like some shit from the Moon... haha... and the only thing that makes me feel a little high is insulting and sarcasm... haha... i'm listening to the the classical music and fusion now... kind of interesting... haha... i'm watching some kinetic typography too... pretty interesting... haha...


Larry is really lucky to have me... it finally get a face wipe after one year... haha... and there are some new stuff in it too... not games, but programs... i now have a hell lot of Adobe stuff!!! haha... damn cool lor... Adobe everything man... it's damn damn cool... haha... now i can play with Larry... haha... i'll do it tomorrow... haha... prepare for my Karate Crocoda...


I found this new guy Natty on Youtube... the music may be plain, but the lyrics are great... i don't know why, but i feel very strange inside... and i feel a little touchy and teary... damn... what is happening to me? and as one of his song's lyrics, "It's okay for boys to cry"... haha...


Alright... i'll stop here in case the length becomes a turn off to many... haha... so, goodnight...

Okay people... hold on to your brain caps cause i'm going to BLOW YOUR MIND!!! as usual, a little story to start off everything... UT was great... i could not do the whole thing... 3 questions, 1.5 minutes to finish everything i know... haha... it's that bad... i spent the rest of the time trying to find appropriate answers in an empty skull... haha... and along the way, i thought of doing stuff to help the UT markers relieve a little stress by giving them a little funny answers... it helps to fill the space too...haha... check it out... i even had time to print screen... hold on tight cause you're going to blow your minds!!

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Alright man... enough of my crazy shit head... haha... work was exciting.. excitingly tiring... strangely, everybody read their calender wrongly together and thought today is a weekend... it's madness i tell you... the crowed was wild and the queue was long... what's worst is that there was a lack of chef... even Ben went into the kitchen to help... it's that bad... and their best solution, ask the order taker to slow down... and who is the order taker? ME!! so, i was slow, and trying to get slower... haha... sold out a hell lot of stuff... no special items... no Fish and Chips, Coleslaw, Oreo Cheese Cake and some others that i can't remember... work was hell, but the reward was great... sales was 5K+... nobody gets any bonus for the hard work... haha... had fries, fries and more fries for dinner... haha... damn power... BJ's fries are the bestest best fries... dammit... if you don't like it, you can go commit suicide 3 times... it's the best i tell you... i think i'll go steal the recipe and start my own fries shop... i'll then start a mega french fries trend in Singapore... i'll be cheating all the secondary school idiots just like what bubble tea did to me... haha... i'll be rich!!!


Alright... enough of my bullshit... time to get myself a good long awaited rest... haha... goodnight all... don't wear boxers to sleep... bed bugs are scary...

WHHOOO!!! i'm feeling so much better today... just a mild block in my left nose... haha... woke up pretty early despite the late night... i got disturbed by my sister preparing for school... my cold turkey was successful... blanket, no fan and a hearty sleep... haha... it's the best cure for any disease... haha...


Gave Yvonne's Little India trip a miss today... i don't want to suffer from jet lag and amazingly, i had house work to do... my mama hurt her back and could not bend her back... but strangely, she could bend her back to sweep the floor... haha... i wanted to get fully recovered too... i've am falling sick too often... i was hoping for a full recovery so that i can be myself again... haha...


I think i'm addicted to my PSP... i've been playing the whole day... since 15 minutes after i've opened my eyes... it's that crazy... i need some self control...


Went for the digital drawing workshop held by Jason... go for the points, the learning and the fun... i had a hard time drawing though... i knew little of photoshop and i kept screwing my own drawing up... drawing on the computer is hard... i still prefer the traditional pen and pencil... haha... but the results on the computer is amazing... after the workshop, MH a little with Gary... headed for the MRT with Zach and Gary then home...


I want an early night tonight... i go play one 30 mins before going to bed... haha... goodnight...

I feel like a bastard today... i felt as if i threw everyone into an evil silence... and in class, i bombarded people with my sarcastic personality... damn... how worst can my day get? i think the people around me are the ones that are suffering... haiz... i was not emo, i was never emo... i just want to conserve my energy so that i can survive through the day... i was really tired... i thought i should give everyone a break from my lame jokes... i thought i should shut up for once and hear the world... i just feel a dead silence inside me, a perfect disaster waiting to happen... i needed some peace, i needed a break badly...


School was fine... very slack... MH during breaks and slept during meet 3... took drugs and all to suppress the disease... used 5 packets of tissues... i clogged my nose so much, i think the mucus got a little mixed in my brain juice... i've turned stupid...


Thanks to everyone who bothered to care... and stop calling me emo... i'm super sensitive to such a good term to describe shit people... and sorry Zach, i can't sleep before 11pm tonight because i reach home only at 11.50pm... haha... now i'm praying my RJ can be sent cause the stupid webmail ain't working so fine... haha... well, the drug is taking effect on me now... i'm knocking out really really soon... like now or something... goodnight... hope i wake up as a healthier person tomorrow... time to go cold turkey... haha...

Middle finger to myself... dammit... i'm sick and tired... sick and tired of everything... sick and tired of myself... sick and tired of the things i do... sick and tired of waiting... sick and tired of worrying... sick and tired of my lousy memory... sick and tired of all my food cravings... sick and tired of people... i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired... i just want more "my" space... why is the whole world controlling me? i should be controlling my own life... there is no superior being controlling my life... but it seems the this superior being is all around me... be it living or not, i'm being controlled... haiz... nobody said life was ever easy... but nobody said life was difficult either... but i just seem to be losing myself... i can't even find peace in the most peaceful place called "home"... everyone have to say i do too much of everything... but had anyone said that i've gotten too much of school? anyone said i've been spending too much time with people? haiz... i think i need some rest...


School was really fun... i enjoyed myself "vandalising" the school... well, great lesson learnt... UT was terrible... terribly challenging... haiz... i'm sick of the "fairness" in MHF2... it's so unfair... evil...


I really need a break... hopefully a really long one... damn... i'm now in the process of turning sick... my nose is starting to give me a good time and my body temperature is inconsistent... perfect signs for a perfect flu... haiz... i ought to die...


I want to see you as an inspiration, a motivation, but i'm really tired... i thought of letting go a long time ago, but my heart was overpowering... sometimes i wish i did not have a heart from the beginning, but that's impossible... sometimes i wish we never met, but its done... "mind over matter" some says, "mind never mattered" i'd say... I wished i had a little courage, but i was born without it... but there is still one truth, i'm scared of myself...

Alright people... i attended the Extreme Makeover: Singapore Edition today... well, i was one of the live audience, not the participant... haha... i was lucky enough to win myself a mini makeover... it's kind of lame... but well, no harm trying... so i went ahead with it... and guess what, they made a Wookie become Obe-One-Kanobe... haha... so there you do... a different Sam... no preview... when you see me you'll know... haha...


I'm freaking tired... my mind is too tired to think...i played the guitar the whole afternoon... well, it part of my crazy idea thing... worked on both electric and bass... one thing about the crazy idea, i have an urge to give it up now... damn sian... my recording programs ain't working like what i expected it to be... all getting screwed up... how to work now? i'm still thinking of alternatives... i don't want to give up so easily... but it's hard... haiz... so sian...


Back to school tomorrow... still have UT... haiz... i'm not prepared... and i don't have to be prepared... haha... cause it's Crative Concepts... it's where you think and be creative... if only they accept creative answers too... haha... well, i'm going to get some good rest if not i'm going to fall sick again... haha... so people, sleep early or die...

The moon tonight is beautiful... well, i've seen many beautiful things today, except for the bloody clown in MacDonald's... well, let me share my wonderfully beautiful day...


Well, woke up early in the morning... finally, a saturday morning where i can watch both Pokemon and Power Rangers... haha... but i did not watch them... haha... i was busy on my PSP... how pathetic...

While bathing in preparation for gym, i superb idea slapped me in the face like my Thousand Hand Buddha... lucky for me it's only one slap... haha... anyway, after yesterday's inspirational conversation, i discovered my inner self... the idea's just kept streaming into my head... haha... well, what's good use of an idea without practise... well, i got my paper and pen and started making history... haha... i realised one thing... nowadays, i've not been getting my inspirations from toilet breaks anymore... nowadays, my ideas are coming from my bath... haha... strange, but true... it's damn funny lor... i think i need to appreciate water more often... through there i might discover more things... haha...


Gymed like one f***... i skipped one session on wednesday already... i plan to try out Ben's growing method... haha... and having less gym session a week means more time for myself and less money spent... haha... how smart of me... i pushed myself pretty much today... went hard on my chest... time to grow man... and i just realised that my body is pretty "thick"... and my arms are relatively big... haha... kind of scary... but i like it... that's the kind of thing i want... haha... so next saturday, push even harder... haha...

I had a little craving for MacDonald's fries after gym... but the moment i step into MacDonald's, i saw this freaking big clown that dress like some happy prisoner... that bastard gave me a shock man... i had that "scare jump" when i saw this fool... you know, the type of jump when someone scare you and your whole body just jumped on the spot... yeah, that kind of jump... sick man... i got turned off and decided to go to Subway for lunch instead... damn, i should have kicked that evil beast's groin before leaving... so much for a happy clown mascot... while eating at Subway, i took out my pen and paper and started doing my ideas... but sad enough, i was more of having fun with myself than doing serious work... it's just so challenging, but i'll do it... haha...


Work was fine... especially when there is a new cute girl... haha... visually appealing... haha... i did not really talk to her yet... but when i hear her converse, i can tell that she did not really master the english language... but it's okay... anyone in BJ is my friend... haha... well, Andy thinks i like her... dammit... he went to ask for her age and where she stay... haha... well, there are many pretty girls in my life, but there are only a handful of beautiful girls... "pretty" is a visual thing... "beauty" is the inside... nothing can beat the beauty of things... haha... work was really tiring... especially with the new system and all, the order taker's life had just gotten a little for exciting... haha... my back was aching pretty much... and for closing, there was so little things to do... everybody finished their stuff and find stuff to do... so i ended up having nothing much to do... it's terrible i tell you... you want time to pass yet you can't... the weather was hot and time was a torture... haha... i had to walk everywhere to find the little things to help time pass... it was madness... haha... well, at least i pulled through...


I'm damn bored... i'm listening to Radiohead... his type of songs are super sad... it really digs out the sorrow in you... it makes me feel terrible... but to a certain extend, i feel some warmth inside... i feel some comfort in the midst of the sorrow... that's the beauty of his songs... it makes me think... think deeper than the surface... it helps me see... see more than the stereotypes... how beautiful... time to take a PSP break before going to sleep... i'm going to get my hair cut tomorrow... i can't take the fringe anymore... i can't wait anymore... i'm sick of being a Wookie.. if you know what that is... well, goodnight...

Haiz... once again, the same old line... super tired... i don't know why... i think someone drugged me... just like this morning... i swear i drank no alcohol the night before or whatsoever, but i woke up feeling like some drunk shit... i can't walk straight... i keep on falling on to walls and doors for support... it's as if i've gone stupid or something... i have NO sense of judgement... if i were to be driving a car, you would probably be able to find me by following the trail of dead people on the road... it's mad i tell you... i have a mild dizziness in my head... i don't even need to move my whole body, all i need is to move my eyes and the dizziness would appear... wah... this morning was terrible... nothing much happened when i'm asleep... i just dreamt of selling ice cream and being a jumper like the movie Jumper... haha... but sadly, i could not do this jumping power thing... my fellow jumper in the dream told me that i'm not concentrating enough... haha... i don't think such dreams can get me drunk... haha... Jason say maybe the virus had got into my brain or something... haha... well, if that true then i've just turned stupid... haha...


Class was okay... nothing much... did flash... i did not really participate much... 1 MacBook and 5 people... how to learn? how to share? well, i decided to do the supporting role for the group... do the powerpoint and all... haha... Monster Hunt too... kill some big shit together with Grace, Jocelyn and friend... quite fine playing with them, but i own the beast... haha...


After class, rushed off with Tricia because she had Mona's kid to educate... haha... did not meet the rest for whatsoever purpose... haha... had a great conversation with Tricia on the way there despite us being tired... haha... well, i got to learn some shit... and i need to practise what i learn... haha...

I can never live without guilt... after the 3 day guilty madness, i'm cursed with another gulity action... Kim's sister's sister or something drove me home from Tiong Bahru... i feel damn bad... as if i'm living of others... dammit... hopefully nothing guilty happens tomorrow... haha...

I feel like eating ribeye right now... i know this sounds really random, but watching the cook show on tv right now makes me hungry... haha...


Damn... i feel like one sick bastard now... if i were to die anytime soon, i'll go to hell... damn... i have so much guilt... 3 days straight, i skipped all my commitments... first tuition, then gym and now, work... but it can't be helped for today... i was really sick... i think i feel sick because of lack of sleep... i was tired last night, but i was stubborn... i stayed up to day my PSP... how stupid of me... with that, i have weaken my body resistance... and sleeping on a cold night without a blanket? confirm sick... but i had no choice... the weather was superb... i had missed many of such weather already... this is my only chance... haha... well, so i fell sick like that... haha... how dumb...


Class was amazing... amazingly boring... haha... nothing much except the Merlion Dress on Ms Singapore Universe... well, this made my day interesting... the Ms Singapore Universe was pretty... pretty ugly... haha... nothing much to see in her... haha... played PSP for the first hour of break 2 and sleep for the next half and hour... i hate my sleeping posture... i swallow a hell lot of air in that posture... i burp a hell lot when i woke up... and i had 2 numb arms and a numb left leg... terrible... i feel like some paralysed person... haha... after school, went to dine at some random coffeeshop opposite the school... the chicken rice is not bad, but too bad i can't enjoy the full taste... haha... next time i guess...


Alright... time to eat my second dinner then go to sleep real soon... i can't do a marathon of breaking commitments... haha... goodnight...

Ok peeps... i think i've been hit by some belated Friday 13 curse or something... well, i'll give it a shot before dinner... haha...

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A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Depends on betrayal in what sense.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I'll dream of 3 more dream come true.
One will be peace and happiness among all my friends and family and the other would be a dream of 3 more dream come true.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
Romantic, a little wild and crazy too and have a sea of jealous unmarried guest.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
A little blur, but i don't care. Just jump in. I'll think about the consequences later.

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Loving, Able to Cook, Happy and Strong

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
If the heart makes the decision, wait will never been a problem. Well, i've loved for a year now.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Take the back seat and enjoy being single again.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Bad sleep. Hunger.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
NO!! i'm hungry and my mama is nagging!!

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Big Status. Big Wallet. Big House. BigLoving Wife. Very satisfied with life.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Friends.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Girl on Ecstasy!!! Well, Jasmin is one hell of a laugher(Not a typo). I don't know where she get so much air and energy to laugh. haha. Well, pretty nice in person too.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Married but poor. Love is priceless.

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
My brain send signal to my eye muscles to force them open.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Love has no bountries.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
If it's true love, there can never be 2.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Fun and Wacky!!!

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Posers

Tagged by: Evil Jasmo
8 super duper very extremely [un]lucky people:
I'm going to make life easy for everyone, so i'm going to give 14 names instead.give this section a skip


Now it's time for a little what-happened-today... some amazing things happened... haha... well, i don't know if there are good or bad, but here goes...

I woke up freaking early... like 8am or so... i was really tired, but i played a little game... well, for a short while... about an hour or so... then i went to watch a movie on the website that Chan gave me... i tried to watch Forrest Gump, but i only managed to watch the first 24 minutes of the show... the other parts are not working... damn disappointed... the show was really good... very motivating and touching... but after awhile, i got inspired to learn the main theme of the music... i figured it out on the piano, but i can't play with 2 hands... so its either i play the bass line or the melody... haha... maybe next time when i have someone to play the music with me... haha... i ended up watching Date Moive... haha... really lame show... no point watching... haha...

I did something super duper luper druper purple amazing thing... i skipped gym... i was really tired... and i did not want to leave home... but i regretted later... my little cousion came over to use my home's computer for some E-Learning thing... after she finish her work, i had to entertain her... it's a very tiring work to entertain a 7 year old girl... damn... i'm super tired... and the weather was coaxing me to take a little nap... so immediately after she left, i took a super nap... about 2 hours or so... haha... i feel so good and tired after that... haha...


Man... i have UT tomorrow... how sick... i'm not prepared and i'm not interested... dammit... history UT somemore... haiz... after school still have work... how unlucky... that's my life man... but all this are just merely obstacles in life... with such obstacles, i'm going to become a stronger person... haha... what's with all that crap... haha... well, i'll rest early tonight... and feel guilty for wasting a whole day... haha...

Alright people... i'm pretty tired now, but i have so much to share... many interesting events had happened... well, i'll start from the top and hope i don't forget anything along the way... haha...


Last night, i slept at 9.30pm... damn power... i was falling sick and all, i had no choice... haha... well, what's important is what happened after that... i had a crazy dream... i dreamt of pouring drinks for Jasmin... i know that don't sound anything special, but the difference is that i was a freaking small shit... shorter than Charlene, smaller than some fool with eating disorder... i was almost the size of an ant... and i had to hold the 1.5 litre bottle above my head... haha... ain't that crazy? haha... i did not expect my sub-conscious mind to be as crazy... haha...

I woke up at 4am to take a little piss... the same time as Tricia who woke up to vomit... after the little piss, i had difficulty falling back to sleep because i was pretty hungry and thirsty... so i decided to take a little tour in my haunted house for a cup of water... when i've reached the evil kitchen, i grabbed the highest cup and filled it with water... and after emptying 3/4 of the cup, i felt something on my lip... i pinched that shit and realised it was a freaking ANT!!! when i looked it to the cup, there was another 8 to 10 ants exploring the cup... at least 3 to 4 ants were having a swimming good time in the water... haha... i wonder how many ants have i drank down... well, i washed the cup quickly and put it back... then i realised that the stack of cups had ants too... well, too many for an unprofessional ant buster to kill... so i decided to leave it there... well, the ants are living things too... they'll need to bring food home or they will be cannibalised by its fellow hungry ants... haha... on the bright side about drinking ants, the ants get to see how the inside of a human look like before death... haha...


And to school... i drank 2 bottles of You C1000 to fight off my evil runny nose... it's the little glass bottle which claims that the drink has 1000(whatever the measurement) of vitamin C... at least it helped to hold my runny nose down what my little anti-bodies fight off the evil virus... haha...

Monster Hunt during break 2... fought Shen Gao Ren with Gary and Grace... it was madness... damn fun beating up a monster with no feelings... just rape the shit out of it... and i had the last hit... haha... damn funny...

After game was serious work... well, not so serious if you are in STA... i just kept throwing in crazy ideas so that we can make a good play... and crazy ideas are fun... and strangely, fate seemed to have tied me down with all the bad things... i play the role of the evil brother for my little skit today... pictures of me in blog has bad captions... everything man... haha... but it's just to see and do such things... at least i get to laugh at myself once in awhile... i've laughed too much at other people, i need to laugh at myself to balance up a little... haha...

After school, Gary and i fought Akantor again... haha... killed him on the second try... i'm getting the hang of that oversize crocodile who has no sense of pain... finally got my Akantor Bow... haha... after Akantor, we fought Congalala with Grace, Jocelyn and Moses... Moses first time on the game with Gary's character... haha... well, i got raped pretty badly while trying to solo Congalala and Bulldrome together... everyone else all running all over... did not help me... haha... well, at least we finished it... haha... and i managed to rush down to the meeting place before Jasmin got down... i thought i would be late... haha... well, i saved myself from some scolding and beatings... haha...

After after school... ate at LJS... saw that fat bitch behind the counter again... lucky she was not the one taking my order... i would have thrown my fries at her and ask for a refill... dammit... well, while taking a little chill, i got really tired and lazy... so i decided not to go for tuition today... Tricia was really sick and she was not going too... i feel freaking guilty... i've made a commitment and could not commit to it... i'm really sorry Kim... even if i were to be there, it would not be productive cause i'm too tired to think and all... i'm really really sorry... i feel so bad lah... with all this guilt, i'll confirm go to hell when i die anytime soon... damn...

After the meal, the few of us headed to Popular bookstore cause i wanted to find a book to read... well, what else can i do with a book? haha... and i did a good deed... i found some fool's wallet in the shelf and brought it to the lost and found... Jasmin still say, "Guess wallet leh"... but thanks to my supreme integrity, none of us became theives... you are welcome people... haha...


My handphone has a new function... and only i have it... you can't have it... i name the function "One Way Conversation"... why the name? it's because i can't hear the speaker but the speaker can hear me... haha... ain't that cool? i won't be able to hear any scolding on the other side of the phone and the other party have no choice but to say yes to my plans cause we can't discuss it... haha... so from now onwards, you are highly recommended to contact me via text... unless you want to hear me sing on the phone... haha... i don't know when it'll be fixed, just text me... haha...


Alright... i'm one hungry fool now... and someone stole my lemon paste biscuit... now what i'm i going to eat? i'm going to die i tell you... i can't sleep with an empty stomach... my sleep is going to be terrible!!

One word: Drained... i'm super tired now... whose fault? the sandman... don't ask why... i've yet to figure that part out... damn... i can't sleep last night... hit the sheets at 12am but could not sleep... i think i toss and turn for an hour before falling asleep... i had a terrible dream... i dreamt of order taking... my sleep was really shallow... i woke up once to take a little piss... after that, i could not go back to sleep... well, i tried very hard... so what's the point of trying hard to rest? it's so contradicting... trying to do something requires energy... and resting is a form of energy recharge... so am i recharging or using energy? haha...


School was fine... i received a crazy problem statement... ain't very fun till break 2... haha... cause now there is 4 MHF2 players in class... we can finally form a full team... my first time where teamwork is so massive in a game... haha... it's a pity the other 2 players are still pretty new to the game... they just keep on running in and out of danger... haha... Gary and i had to go duo to kill the evil beast... haha... well, when they are more experienced, we'll go fight real monsters together... haha... killed my first Akantor after class... okay, i've just put my life at risk with that statement... but it's okay... it's a new achievement today... i'm proud of it... haha...


Monster rain came after class... it was so wet, nobody gave a damn about water appreciation... it's mad i tell you... water appreciation at that time would be committing suicide three times... everyone did not want to die three times so they decided to have dinner in the most infamous place... E1!!! in case you don't know where is that, it's the school's canteen... i tried to do my crazy RJ after my meal but only managed to write a few sentence... there were too much distractions happening around...


Now that i'm home and have played a 20 minutes game of MHF2, it's time to do my crazy RJ with my half dead mind... i hope i can think properly and write a good review... haha... and a million thanks to Jasmin for the sketch book... saves me the trouble of buying a new one... and i'm going to become as famous as Picaso with the sketch book... haha...


My bed is seductive...

Damn damn damn sian... i'm super tired, super grumpy, relatively hungry and fat... haiz... i just realised that my belly is growing again while i was bathing... isn't there an old saying saying people will belly are rich? well, i'll look on the bright side... i'll be rich one day...


Work was mad... i hate today's customers... just because it's sunday, it does not mean they can bully the staff... shit them man... call to make order, after i've keyed it in, they call back to cancel... and there is this dumb fuck, order large cajun chicken for this mama... even after i've explained the portioning to him, he said "ok"... after i key them all in, he came back after talking to his mama to tell me that he wants to change it to a regular cajun chicken... damn bastard... another incident on the lamb chops...

I was asked to teach the new trainees all the stuff they need to know... while doing a setting example for them, i dropped the vingar malt right beside the customer... how dumb of me... isn't it strange that everytime you drop something you know it's going to break, everything seems to go slow motion? haha... had one of that today... my hands were all full and i could not save the bottle... haha... well, if i don't drop the bottle, i can never say i'm a experienced person at BJ... haha...


Alright peeps... today is the end... the end of my sufferings... the end of my holiday... the end of my work marathon and all... haha... time to do the necessary and get to bed... goodnight...

Back in a flashfrom work... damn tired... gymed before work... i did not push myself too much cause my stomach was feeling bad... i was very hungry and had no energy... after gym, i went to get my ex-favourite duck rice... i ate it so fast that i got choked... haha...


Work was super tiring... the weather was so hot yet everyone wants to eat BJ... i think hot weathers actually induce a craving for BJ food... damn... order taker as usual... talk hell lot as usual... the queue grew damn long and i was asked to slow down... i pulled as much stuns as possible... the queue never stop coming... being order taker is pretty good... you get to know the names of some cute girls... haha... well, no point knowing the names... haha... i cock up a little today... at the worst time... haha...


Homing was a pain in the ass... my bag was so heavy, i had to go back myself... nobody's home... my folks went out with my relatives for a happy time... go bowling and drink kopi... and the bloody bus 70 took so long to come... last bus is at 2345 and the bus came at 2351... is that still the last bus? i've been sitting there since 2332... that's how long i waited... dammit... SBS is cheating my money man... bus fare increase, bus frequency decrease... i know petrol price increase, and reducing bus frequency can reduce petrol cost... but that's not the way!!! i'm paying more already!! and they still want to save/earn? i bet they will come up with some crap excuse, "Save petrol, Save the World"... if that's so, why raise the bus fare? raise bus fare, so unfair... the rich all have cars, the poor think twice before taking bus... taxis are only for the rich without cars... bus are for the middle class people... and for the poor, walk... even the handicap has motorised wheelchairs... and the healthy people? walk, take bus and all... when you think walking is the cheapest, it's NOT!!! you walk, you need energy... and where do you get your energy? food... what kind of food? carbohydrate... where is us asians main source of carbohydrate? rice... and what's happening to the rice now? PRICE INCREASE!! what the hell man... there you go... walking is not cheap either... eat duck rice and ask for extra rice, extra rice is 50 cents... next time extra rice is 80cents... when Youth Olympics comes to singapore, duck rice without extra rice is $8... earn the tourist money, earn the local's money... go toilet also must pay $1... later, SBS say want to upgrade bus... so how to upgrade? increase bus fare... damn... it's a vicious cycle...


Haiz... enough complains... cause my complains will only bring about more complains from another... haha... well, i have work tomorrow... 10am... and guess the time now.. it's 0125... haha... i need to get some sleep... haha... goodnight...

Haiz... I don't know what to blog... damn... i'm being stupid again... i'm blogging about me not knowing what to blog... haha... how dumbnot clever... i'm not stupid, just not clever... haha...


Went to teach tuition in the afternoon... i did not expect myself to be on time... haha... well, i'm on time... i was really bored... 2 maths questions requires the same method to do, but i can't get the answer for the second one... i was really tired... i tried to find other methods to the question, but i could not... i was very distracted... i kept drawing... i did a drawing on my foolscape... i was considering to colour it... and strangely, there is something about the drawing that i did not realised till YanQin told me... haha... miracles do happen when you do thing unknowingly... haha... just give you a little description of my drawing... it's all lines... i don't know what was in me when i drew it... all i know, it started with a single line... haha...


After tuition, i went out with the usual group... just a little smaller... haha... bought 2 shirts... yes, they are white... and yes, they ahev prints... so it's kind of the usual pek chai type of shirt... haha... the guy tried to persuade me to get the other shirt that i quite like, but i did not fall for his hypnotise... i had plans for only 2 shirts today... haha...

Had DTF for dinner... i was really hungry, i helped to finish the food of the unfinished... i don't know why, but i've been getting hungry really easily since the drinking night... it's mad i tell you... you know BJ's food portions, they are really big... and after finishing it, i turn hungry again in almost an hour... i think it's my seventh puberty... i'm growing... haha...


Now i'm super bored... i don't know what to do now... my dad fixed up a little TV in my room and my bro is watching soccer... i can't sleep too soon now... haha... time to fill my stomach a little... haha...

Damn... my stomach feel weird... it feels like last night when i was drink... my stomach feels so dry... haha... i think i'm going to be sick too... 5 hours of sleep, and i don't feel tired now... well, maybe a little, but i can't identify where exactly is tired... physical or mental? i don't know... haha...


Work was fine... except for the times where my stomach feels terrible cause of the dry feeling... i don't know if i'm hungry or not, it just feels bad... talk is bad... especially when you have new things to say... wah.. must repeat my lines like good know what man... keep on explaining about the vouchers and all... damn sian...


I'm getting tired of bathing... i mean getting tired while bathing... haha... i need to eat man... my stomach is feeling funny again... haha... goodnight...

Had the best night in my life yesterday!! well, maybe more towards the late night were i was down with the guys only... haha... i'm no gay by the way... haha... we meet up in the evening and went to MIND's cafe for a series of board games that cost us a bomb... damn... sick man... next time i buy board games and make people pay for playing it... dammit... haha...

After the expensive games, we went down to The Cathey for a little dinner and had a crazy chat there... haha... from a topic of buying a book, we went as far as talking about ghost and chinese gods... haha... it was really fun to hear all the stories...


Then came the time where everyone left... Yan Qin had work the next day, Tricia had her stuff to handle and Kim had her family to take care of... so we were down with the guys and Nerissa... we headed down to Nerissa's place for a chill out and Chan came later when we were back from our Vodka shopping... haha... we drank, played games and talked the whole night... well, everyone was in control... Raph and i got a little tipsy though, but we each had our own remedy to our problems... haha... Jerry drank EXTREMELY little... haha... we tried to make him drink about did not manage to make him drink much... haha... we shared everything the whole night... our little secrets, our opinions on each other and everything... no topic was too private for us... haha... well, after today, i no long define "fun" by the things we do... instead, "fun" had become an emotion... we may not have done fun activities, but there is a certain sense of satisfaction in me that tells me that i've spent my time well... haha... i hope everyone enjoyed themselves... i'd like to have more of this once in awhile in the future... just the 4 of us... haha... next guy outing, wednesday!! i'm looking forward to it... haha...


Sometimes, being with guys is so much better... i always hang out with girls and all, i totally forgot about the guys till today... it's so much easier to communicate and all... it takes guys and girls 30 minutes to decide a plan... it's takes guys 5 minutes to decide a plan.. together with a back up plan... haha... it's so much easier to work with guys... sometimes i find it a pain to organise activities for everyone... but when we make plans with guys, it feels like a breeze man... damn...


Home at about 7am... and till now, i've only slept for 5 hours... there is still work tonight... how exciting... but now, time for some un-exciting stuff... like washing the plates because i woke up so late i had to finish everything for lunch... now i have 4 plates to wash man... sian...



Just to reassure everyone again, i'm NOT gay...

I don't know what to say,
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to think,
I don't know what to feel.
As far as i'm concern,
My jealousy tells me that i'm still crazy over you...

I'm trying to change,
I'm trying to be strong.
I'm learning from the world,
I hope things don't go wrong.

I'm really bored,
I want to talk.
I'm really bored,
I want to walk.
I'm really bored,
I want a sock.
I'm really bored,
****** **** ** ****.
(dirty joke)

Changes is the only constant,
Changes happens so often.
One thing remains unchanged,
My love for you is constant.

Haiz... my life is terrible... i don't want to stay at home... i just got involved for no reason in my sister's stupid actions... just got a little scolding for no reason... i hate it...


Gym alone... my old injuries are back... pain in both ankles, backache and pain in left shoulder muscle... haiz...


Bought a book at Popular after gym... "Being the STRONG MAN A Woman Wants"... really interesting... from the book, i've learnt a lot... lots of new angles to view things... but i find it hard to relate to myself... haha... well, too bad for me...


Tuition again... i was super tired... lucky things did not go out too bad... after tuition, there was a massive cyclone passing by the bus stop and there was a heavy drizzlerain... perfect weather to sleep... but i'm not home... haiz...


Sentosa plans are screwed... no point going... now we have new plans... going to some cafe for a chill out night...


Now, i have plans for myself... i'm in no mood for anything except sleep... goodnight...

Sometimes, i really enjoy getting pissed by customers...

Me: Alright sir, for your botak burger, do you want to have cheese on it?


Customer: Yeah, yeah...


Me: Do you want your burger to come in a set?


Customer: Yeah, yeah...


Me: Alright, the current waiting time is 20 to 30 minutes, you okay with it?


Customer: Yeah, yeah...


Me: How do i address you sir?


Customer: Yeah, yeah...


Haiz... super tired today... it was on it's extreme... so tired to the extend where i accidentally soap my body with shampoo!! haha... and because of my extremely tired state, i screwed up a little doing order taking for dinner... then came Esther... well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! and thanks for the monster order which made waiting time go 30-45mins which became a great source of stress to myself... haha... but no worries... where stress is a factor, improvements becomes a result...


I don't want to lend my brother and sister money in the future... all take already, don't know how to return... still act like some MediaCorp artist... it's not working man... till now, i've not received my mama's birthday present's money... it's madness... now my brother bought my dad a present, i'm not going to return him the money... next time in the future, when they need to buy house and all, i'll not lend them money... i'll make sure the borrow money from someone who charges them with interest... make them pay extra... then i'll show them how it feels to be rich... haha...


I'm getting really tired now... my vision now is making my life so exciting... keep on turning blur and getting focus again... sometimes, i'm looking at an object in front of my and my eyeballs just start looking downwards by its own... haha... quite exciting...

Haiz... i hate compliment letters... i got a freaking nightmare because of it... i dreamt that i was servicing people the whole time despite being really tired... i had a really shallow sleep... my mind was really active when i'm asleep... now, it's time to redefine "rest"...


Had a interesting time at work today... i've finally got MY OWN dance... it's called the Octopus Dance... DON;T LAUGH!!! i know you are still laughing even after seeing the previous statement... well, go on... i don't care... i've came up with this very personalised dance which no one can learn over a day... maybe 2 days will do the trick... that's if you are me... haha... i've been doing a little dancing at work during my free time, so i've level up my dancing skills... if you want to see my super Octopus Dance, please let me know... you'll enjoy it... haha...

I've been learning tagalog at work today... it's the Philippines language... i have so many teachers over there... Wilwin, Marylou, Chris and Melenie... i've learnt a couple of interesting stuff from them... haha... well, a good start is a bad one... haha...


Had a little camera chat with Elias... the kitchen Elias... haha... got some tips and places where i can get cameras at cheat rates... now i worry if the lens come with it... haha... well, i'll check with Elias again tomorrow... i'll go check out the camera soon... then purchase... WHHOOO!!!


Haiz... my lack of rest is taking it's toll on my health now... i can't wait for tomorrow to end... then i can get my rest real soon... well, hopefully it can be considered a "rest"...

Two better-than-good news to share...


MY. WEIGHT. WAS. SIX. TY. POINT. THREE. K. G. TODAY!!!

I. RE. CEIVED. A. COM. PLI. MENT. MESSAGE. FROM. A. CUSTOMER. TODAY!!!


WHHOOOO!!! what news can me better?! my grandma got pregnant?! NO!!! haha... i'm the happiest person today... so much exciting events today!!!


Gym with Chan today... meet Wei Hong and Alvin in the gym... pushed really hard... like on fuck... haha... i realised that i have strength, not size... no matter how much weight i increase, i'll eventually find a way to push it up... but after all the weight increase and all, i don't feel the stretch in my chest... my bench press, not the assisted bar, i went as high as 22.5kg on each side... and the bar itself, it's about 10kg... that's how high i lift... and no stretch in my chest... sian... well, i've picked up some growing advice from Alvin... tuesday, round 2!!! haha... well, it's the first time after so long that i stayed in the gym from about 2 hours... power lah...


Started work as a really sleepy bastard... i guess i'm not getting enough sleep... haha... i did not expect anything much today, but so happen that i got the compliment letter from the customer... i really wonder who sent it... i want to thank them personally and put them into my really-nice-regular list... haha... well, things come when you least expected it... at least now i have a new view of order takers... i always think that order takers will never get a chance to receive a compliment letter cause it's quite impossible to show good customer service to the customer... well, i always think that only runners have the chance to get compliment letters... well, everything's new now... haha...


Alright... 10am tomorrow... haiz... i'm getting really tired... but i'll let my compliment letter be a motivation... haha... lets see how long my motivation will last... goodnight...

Full day at work again... it's mad i tell you... although i'm getting amazing lot of hours of sleep, i find that these sleeps are no re-gaining enough energy lost... haiz... so tired... i've been doing a little dance class with Wilwin... my robo dance is getting better now... well, it's way better than lying to my friends that i'm doing a contemporary dance because they think my robo dance sucks... haha...


I hate costumers that tries to press their orders on me... every time i tell them "Wait a minute", they will repeat their whole order as if they don't understand the phrase "Wait a minute"... there was once that i got so annoyed i raised my voice a little at the lady... it was really an accident... the lady was a bitch... haha... super annoying... well, that won't happen again... haha...

Haiz... working with trainees are so challenging... every time i need them to get table numbers for me, my heart would skip a beat... they give me all sorts of funny stuff and i ended up needing to answer to Ben... well, not exactly... Ben just ask me stuff that i can't explain because the table numbers are all over... which leads to a chaotic cashing... haiz... well, i believe i was once like that... so i have no rights saying them...


Alright... time to get myself some good rest... tomorrow will be another working day with monster gym in the afternoon... i'm going to give my chest the training that i've never done before... haha... extreme weights coming up... goodnight all...

Guess what, i slept 10 hours last night... haha... i'm so happy...


One more thing, if last night's IQ test was true, then my IQ level is in the higher part of average!!

Grade Range Percent
Genius 144 0.13%
Gifted 130-144 2.14%
Above average 115-129 13.59%
Higher average 100-114 34.13%
Lower average 85-99 34.13%
Below average 70-84 13.59%
Borderline low 55-69 2.14%
Low <55 0.13%


Work was great... well, at least the part where i had to travel to my work place... at Bishan, the sky was clear... no rain or what so ever shit... and at Braddel, it was raining cats and dogs... damn scary man... and the most exciting part is that i did not have an umbrella!!! not even my partially spoilt umbrella... haha... i ran like one fool across roads and all... when i reached my work place, i was soaked... i could even "rinse" water from my shirt... haha... my shoes were flooded... haha... lucky for me, i was the order taker again... i was behind the counter without my shoes... haha... but the wet socks were still on... how interesting... at least my shirt and pants got dried.. and my shoes and socks were a little soggy... haha... what an experience...


I've just lost my PSP pouch.. AT HOME!!! dammit... now i'm using this hard case that my brother once used... damn hard, damn big, damn hard... don't tempt me to buy a new one... i'm not going to spend unnecessarily...


Alright peeps... i'm getting really tired... tomorrow is another day of 11 hours... haha... it's kind of crazy, but Yvonne is more crazy... at least that's what i guess... haha... goodnight... hope i don't be late for work tomorrow...

Here is a little something i did to kill time... true or not, it's up to you to decide... haha... by the way, there is another old new post right belew this...

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way. You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

You Have Good Manners 39% of the Time

Your manners are pretty average - but then again, the average person has pretty bad manners. Maybe it's time to brush up on your etiquette? Unless you don't mind acting like a monkey!

You Are 35% Angry

You're occasionally angry, but it's really not an issue. While you may give in to your temper once and a while, you're pretty mellow. And as long as your anger doesn't effect your relationships, then it's probably in check. You know that anger is a bad habit - and you don't engage in it often.

Your Thinking is Concrete and Random

You are naturally inquisitive and curious. You're excited by new ideas, and you are a true independent thinker. You are interested in what is possible. You like the process of discovery. You are often experimenting, challenging old ideas, and inventing new concepts. Rules, restrictions, and limit don't really work for you. You have to do things your own way, and you can't be bothered to explain yourself.

You Fight Fair

For you, a fight is not about proving you're right. Instead, it's about discussing and resolving difficult issues. You don't look for fights, but you don't avoid them either. You realize that clearing the air is good, when you go about it the right way.

You Have Low Self Esteem 24% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail. Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

You Are 85% Peaceful

You are the epitome of inner peace and total calm. You are grounded, emotionally mature, and very wise. While no one's life is perfect, you have a great amount of perspective on the world - and you place in it.

You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice. You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

You've Changed 48% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Below Average

You Are 77% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word. You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lot But you also stretch the truth on occasion You figure a little lie isn't a big deal As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

Your Learning Style: Innovative and Independent

You are determined and driven. Confident in your abilities, no field is too difficult for you. You Should Study: Astronomy Biology Chemistry Design Engineering Philosophy Physics Political Science

What Your Favorite Color Green Says About You:

Balanced --- Relaxed --- Flexible Compassionate --- Philosophical --- Humble Loyal --- Inventive --- Unique

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I dunno, press the button and find out."

You Are a Snarky Blogger!

You've got a razor sharp wit that bloggers are secretly scared of. And that's why they read your posts as often as they can!

Your Mind is Purple

Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

I think i need a hair cut soon... if not i'll look like this..

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I think my jeans is a monster sponge... can absorb water like nobody's business... on the way to gym, it rained... really heavily... i did not eat any beef... the Buddha just hates me... anyway, the road to the gym was a long non-sheltered road... the path along the way were mostly flooded... i just walked into 8-10 flooded area and all my the lower part of my jeans were soaked... dammit... it's so difficult to walk... especially when you have are carrying a umbrella that is small enough to cover either your front or back ONLY... haha... and the umbrella cannot be fully opened... the lock system on the top is a little spoilt... it falls when it's shook gently... haha...

Gym wasn't so great... i was not in those energetic, happy, alert mood... haha... tried to push myself, but made little progress... haha...


Lil' cuzzie is down with dengue fever... damn sad... so young, so sick... i know he gets a little annoying at times, but i've never expected this to happened... i guess my place is now a dengue infested area... haha... my house is pretty near my auntie's after all... so everyone that came yesterday, if you got yourself a fever it's time to worry... haha... well, i've been bitten by mosquitoes with spotted legs a couple of times now, but i've got no problems... i guess that's the difference between 18 years old and 5 years old...


Had a great start for the day... well, i know this entry is very messy... it's not in a chronological manner because i'm typing it with 5 fingers.. FROM THE SAME HAND!!! haha... i know it's totally random... it's only because my left brain is a little more active than my right brain... haha... well, back to the main point, how often do i get to wake up at 11am? freaking rare man... haha... well, i need to consider the time i slept last night... haha...


I'm really bored... i need more human interaction... i'm stuck at home hearing the songs on my desktop(5 songs) and it's getting really boring cause it seems to be repeating itself... haiz... i think i'll go back to my PSP though i'm kind of bored with it too... i need new games!!! i need new toys(DSLR)!!!

1 hour of scrubbing and mopping... now i'm done with the cleaning up... haha... time to take a shower...


Back in a flash... the time now is 0003... what an adventure for today... well, i'd say it's one hell of a tiring adventure... it's like Amazing Race without a partner... haha... well, at least i've made someone happy.. i hope... haha... slept pretty late last night... about 2am or so... woke up at 9am, ate breakfast then went to scrub the floor outside... sweat like one sweaty bastard... haha... after the crazy scrub, i headed down to Far East for a little last minute birthday present shopping... got a perfume from the same shop and a top from the same shop... i think i should get a membership for the shop already... the staff and boss from the t-shirt shop all know me... i walk by only, they will all smile at me and stuff... damn cool lor... i feel like the president or something... haha... i become their top priority whenever i go to their shop... you don't get such service other than in BJ... and sadly, i'm the one giving the service at BJ, not the receiver... haha... after that, i headed down to AMK HUB's MOS Burger to satisfy my hunger and draw up a shopping list with really bad hand-writing... well, i was not expecting anyone else to read it cause it's the Teo family's secret BBQ recipe... i'm like scientist... we have bad hand-writing to ensure nobody can read our discoveries... haha... i bet you are all jealous and want to know the secret now... haha... go climb the 2nd tallest mountain in India first... haha...

After the little personal time with PSP at MOS Burger, i headed down to NTUC to do my little shopping... well, i went to hunt for all the items before getting the cart to take them all... i wanted to kill time... haha... but i managed to get all my stuff really quickly because i knew where is everything already... haha... people slowly came and we got all the Teo family's secret items to a perfect BBQ... those who had seen the list and understood my hand-writing, you better shut your mouth before i kill you... i'm supposed to kill the reader on the spot, but because you are my friends, i give chance... haha...

Damn... i just got distracted by photography and sand painting for a whole hour... haha... it's crazy... i got so glued to them... haha... well, my passion flames are on!!!

Back from the side track... anywa, BBQ at my place... and before i forget again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRY!!! we pulled off some crazy stuns on him.. as usual... haha... damn... i can't think now... i want my pictures from Tricia!!! haha... i can't stop thinking... if only i had a camera... maybe a DSLR, i'll be the happiest man in the world... AAHHH!!! one and a half more week to go... then i'll wait for my dear pay... and the camera will be mine!!! middle finger to all who has a DSLR already!!!

Well, i hope everyone had a great time today... i had mine from all the scrubbing and mopping... haha... and i've been frog-cursed by Jasmin!! now i hate frogs more...

I want to cry, but my tears don't fall.
I want to scream, but my voice can't sound.
I want to run, but my legs don't move.
I want to die, but my soul don't go.

I want to tell the world who i really am,
But the world don't give a fuck about shit.
I want everyone to know the truth,
Who gives a shit about the truth?

When help is needed,
Everyone's retreated.
When help is needed,
You are defeated.

When everyone else is happy,
Your life is miserable.
Happiness comes when trouble's free,
Their trouble is what you must carry.

I need no sympathy,
I need no empathy.
I don't need your lousy pity,
All i want is a simple (can't find the right word).

Give me your troubles,
Give me your fears.
Give me your shit
And i'll make sure we tear.

Everybody's escape is here,
My escape is near.
Everybody enjoy the beer,
You enjoy in fear.

I want to pull a smile,
I want to make you smile.
Are there criteria to "smile"?
Cause all i see are frowns.


Chatting with Jasmin had really made my day... well, maybe just for the moment... i was feeling so empty and horrible just now... and after a relatively long chat with her, i feel so much better... seems that our conversation had gone really far and i opened my eyes to past... what seemed to be thrash had become a lesson... i see so much now... i've learnt so much now... went over to search Yvonne's blog for the poem i once wrote for her... it was titled "78537"... whatever that means man... to be honest, that is actually my DBS pin... haha... alright... now i'm getting some audio therapy from Jasmin...


Old memories can be scary at times... my memories of my promary school day are so black... it just seem so dark... just like the first few weeks of work at BJ... it just seem so dark and scary... i don't know why... haha... well, sometime when i got to places with really old buildings, i can really freak out for no reason... haha... i wonder what i've been doing in my past life... haha...

Holidays... holidays... where are my holidays? i thought it had came, but i did not expect it to go so soon... in what form is 'rest' coming to me? a break from school? a relaxing get together with friends? or problematic problems? haiz... there is so much sub-problems to a simple problem... haiz... what to do when there is little help?

Well, one thing is for sure, i'm really sorry to the people who endured my verbal rage and misuse of foul languages... thousand apologies to you...


Work starts tomorrow... i'm doing it to save for a gift for myself and to keep myself away from home... why you might ask... well, by staying at home too much, i'll be labelled "useless" or "lazy"... i don't want that to happen... haha... guess my break time during work is going to be a time where i worry about other things... my mind is not going to be at rest... well, at least till after next wednesday...

One fine sundey morning... haiz... i'm super sleepy now... god knows why... so much had happened, yet i'm too tired too blog about them all... i just feel like sleeping an endless sleep... haha... just so tired.. well people, see you all on tuesday for some of you(go check out class blog)... as for the rest, see you when fate brings us back together...