Damn... i was playing a game called 'STAR WARS: Jedi Knights 2'... i found it while raiding my bro's drawers juz now... damn, this game is damn fun... but damn confusing... it is some sort of a puzzle cum action game... i used a little cheat in the game... i found the list of cheats with the CD... i used the god-mode which makes me invulnerable... the i used a cheat which gives me all weapons... damn weapons are damn cool... especially the light saber... the last cheat i used was the cheat which allows me to dice the enemies while using the light saber... damn nice... i get to cut heads n limbs of the enemies... haha... and slice them into halves... damn exciting... the game will be played as a first person view when u are using ranged weapons such as gun... and will be played at a third person view when using light saber... damn nice... as u know me, i love to dice the enemies therefore i used the light saber as my principle weapon... damn nice... but when i run abt n dice the enemies, i find myself getting dizzy... i resisted the feeling and went on playing is i wanted to watch the enemies get diced... the feeling got worst and i started to feel nauseous... that is when i stopped playing to take a break... anyway, no more playing for me tonight... i will be off to study and probably watch some tvs...

Let me share a prediction that is very accurate... 100% right and fool-proof... my predictions tells me that i had failed my POA mid-year... haha... i am so happy... ok... maybe not happy but i feel good... i donno why... but i believe my prediction is the same for everyone else... haha... damn crappy... my final account cannot balance... the other 3 questions i anyhow do... i can't remember the format... Section B i did question 5... i drew the table, but the blanks remains blank... haha... i did very badly for this paper yet i don't feel bad... haha...

Anyway, the bus 86 that i used to take home is getting bad... thewaiting time is so damn long n the bus is damn crowded... damn lah... i was falling off the step at the exit and yet the damn aunties still keep on pushing me... i think they want me off the bus... damn sick lor... the whole bus was filled with this grandma stench... i was dying of suffocation in the bus while balancing at the edge of the step at the exit... after i managed to alight the auntie-filled bus, i thought my worries are all over... i was damn wrong... i was almost run down again... this time it is not a car, taxi or motorbike... it was a bus! damn scary... i donno if the bus driver did horned at me cause my ear-phones were noise cancelling... i was fiddling with my mp3 and was not paying attention to the road... when i was about to take my first step into the road, i took a glance at the in-coming cars... little did i know, a bus came dashing straight at me from the bus-stop... lucky i jumped back... when the bus dashed by, my nose was less then 30cm away from the bus... damn scary... haha... but it was a good experience... i bet people out there do not have a chance of coming face-to-face with death as often as i do... haha...

Woke up abt 8.30am today... damn crap... no need to go to school but my body woke me up damn early in the morning... i went to watch TV and guess what i watch in the morning... 'Blue's Clue'! damn... my childhood is really coming back... all at once... last friday i just watched 'Transformers, Robot in Disguise' and a little of 'Care Bear'... on saturday i watched 'Pokemon' and 'Pretty Cure'... damn nice... the cartoon characters in 'Pretty Cure' was damn cute... haha... on sunday i watched 'Power Rangers Dino Thunder' and 'Machine Robo Rescue'... haha... i really enjoyed my time travel back to my childhood although all the cartoons that i have watched were not from the past... some new ones... haha... i really missed watching TV...

Haiz... damn stress... past few days i had been preparing 4 maths... the hardest subject 2 prepare for... haiz... i do a. maths until i wanna die... i did product rule for 2 hours n all i get is wrong answers... when i do qoution rule, i spent less than 30mins to complete many qusetions n all the answers are correct... i really donno why the hell... i juz got so stressed up tt i juz gave up n started reading 'The Da Vinci Code'... damn stress... abt 2day's a. maths, i could onli do all the differenciation questions... tt is my best topic... but the product rule? i dont really care anymore... haiz... damn tired now...

the next incident juz happened while i am typing the paragraph above... i hav this alarm clock in the study room, which i am in now... this alarm clock is very special... i will sound its alarm at 5pm everyday... the best part is nobody knows how 2 stop it... it juz irritates me greatly... everytime i am using the com or studying, the clock will ring for wadever hell reason which i dont intend 2 find out... i juz got damn pissed as i was playing a neopet game juz now n was playing a pretty high level for tt game... then the bloody clock rang n i lost the game shortly after... i juz got so pissed tt i pulled the batteries out of the damn clock... now when ever anybody walks by the clock, they are all blaming me for pulling out the batteries... why the hell am i being blamed for something i had not done wrong? must the clock ring every 5pm to remind them of something? does the clock hav some magical properties tt i dont know of? or is the clock a gift from god n everytime i rings it is trying 2 convey a secret message tt nobody in the house is catching? i really donno wad is so special abt the clock tt every1 disapprove me of removing the batteries... now everything is my fault... juz because i removed a pair of batteries from i damn clock... wad the hell is going wrong in this world tt i am unaware of? f*** lah... i am damn pissed now...

Haiz... i donno why the hell did i get an interest of reading...i woke up at 8.50am this very morning n started reading non-stop...i read till 2.25pm b4 i took a 15mins nap... in between the reading time, i onli took 2 breakfast n 1 lunch... did not take up alot time... i really donno why the hell am i reading so much... it is not me 2 read a book... but i believe this book really interest me... haiz... donno lah... juz hope this book will not affect my studies... anyway, juz 2 let u noe wad book i am reading now...

Damn crap... friendster keep on giving me problems... i upload 1 pic... n i get 5 identical pics in my profile page... when i finally deleted 3, all 5 appeared again... something must be wrong... maybe it is juz me... but this is really making me sick... i keep on deleting n they keep on coming back... does friendster hav an online curse? never a peaceful moment when i upload pics... damn irritated... maybe it is my com problem... if my com is really the problem, i will become like my bro when he gets angry with the com... he punches the moniter, slam the keyboard n throw the mouse... tt is wad i call scary... i dont even dare 2 get near him... anyway, i better not be the com's problem...

Change the damn topic... i juz found the bluetooth thing at home... i am so happy... finially i can get rid of all the crap in my handphone... all those crappy pics n videos r so space consuming... haiz... now tt i had sent all the shit into the com, my phone is free again... now i can take videos without any worry abt the space limit... haha... i am so happy... now is time 2 advertise my photo-takiing mastery online...

clockwise: me, wei hong, yong jie, jun xiang


Limited Edition Mickey Seng!


My name on my hand...


Blue-black on knuckle from a game of 'heart attack' with jun xiang


My room... my bed is on the right...


My chinese name written on my pencilbox by shi en


My stuff


Me after a wedding dinner


After a long wait, my auntie finally sent me the pic tt i longed for...

Grandfather's Body-guards

Haiz... 2day i did 2 paper... social studies n e. maths... well, for social studies, i hav nothing 2 say abt... the usual outcome... haha... but E. Maths was great... the paper was too easy... it took me onli 1 hr to finish 16 pages out of 19 pages... haha... i did the other 3 pages in 15mins... damn easy... n the rest of the time? i spent 30mins on 1 of the harder questions... haha... long n tiring but it iis worth the time... i onli lost 5 marks so far... bcoz i wasnt sure abt the congruent triangles chapter... haiz... but who care, overall the paper was too easy... such an insult 2 my intelligence... haha... kidding onli... but donno why Mr Chiang set until so easy... not his style of paper... haha... who cares... more importantly i am gonna do well for this exam... haha...

Haiz... 2day damn sad... i write my paper until i almost cried... haiz... the title was 'dream'... i wrote abt my SYF experience... abt how my dreams was shattered... damn sad... i write until my eye were filled with tears... i feel like crying then, but had to control... when the touching part came, my hand became jelly n my hand-writting could bearly be read... haha... n i made a very big mistake... i wrote 'i was very very sad then,'... i wrote too many 'very'... haiz... nvm abt it, i was abit out of control then... haha...

Later in the afternoon, i learnt an interesting fact abt a white friend... haha... i will not mention the name to protect his privarcy... haha...

Anyway, i had a meeting later... juz now i did an intensive excersie while study SS... haiz... boring subject so i had to make it interesting... haha... juz hope my muscles dont get cramp tml... haha...

Anyway, juz to share a little fact with u readers... 2 days ago, the word 'dream' kept on appearing in my head... donno wad reason... haha... psychic i guess... haha...

Haiz... damn sad... yesterday i did an intensive work-out after i finished 40 maths questions... damn sad... my joint in my left shoulder is constantly giving me extreme pain which is unbearable... hiaz... my mum is telling me 2 stop excersing for a while... but tt cant be done... i excersie all the time... must keep fit... haiz... now i donno wad 2 do...

Haiz... wad a tiring day... it had been awhile since i think so hard... n this was the 1st time i did not fall asleep during the paper 2 years... haha... i managed 2 pull through even though my eyes were closing... damn tired now... juz now go esplanade... look 4 scores... in the end we came back empty handed... haiz... the music industry is so damn bias... everywhere we go, flute concerto, trumpet concerto, sax concerto... everything but clarinet concerto...n why mozart onli compose 1 clarinet concerto? haiz... make me walk the whole day... go HMV then Tower Records then Esplanade... walk so long... it is a torture 2 me while it is like shopping 2 eileen n vanessa... i wonder wad is wrong with girls... when they do sports, a regular girl would not hav the stamina 2 run... but when it comes 2 shopping, they hav all the stamina 2 walk around the world... wad abt us guys? when we do sports, we run like there is no tomorrow... but when we go shopping, we r killed at the beginning... haiz... why the big difference? i really dont understand... haiz... i am gonna KO soon... brain dead, body too much walking... haiz...

Haiz... Exams are juz TOMORROW!!! haiz... i can honestly say tt i am not very prepared 4 this exam... but all i can give is juz my fullest confidence n believe strongly in myself... i am feeling a bit uneasy now... maybe i am juz not having my confidence tt i used 2 hav... the worst thing is tt i went 2 my friend's place 2 watch 'I Not Stupid 2' on the day b4 the exam!!! i feel really gulity... but the gulid will not be gone easily... i will be going 2 Esplanade with eileen n vanessa tml... i had made a promise without tinking twice a few days ago... i will be helping them 2 find their concerto pieces there... each of us will be playing a solo each in YCKSB but all in different concerts... i will be going 1st, this coming december... followed by vanessa next july... then eileen's in next december... haiz... vanessa is excited abt it... very excited... haiz... i really hope there will be enough time 4 me 2 get prepare 4 the other papers... haiz... the most i repent my gulit by going 4 intensive study with oliver or chen chong... those r the ppl who i used 2 spend 4hrs a day studying non-stop...nobody talks when we study... we tutor each other... in the silence of the library... haiz... those were the days where i was once very hardworking... now tt things had changed, all the gulit from my sec 3 life is surfacing... i am regretting 4 not working hard then... i was really lazy... haiz... if onli i worked harder in the past... anyway, i dont wan any1 2 walk my footsteps... plz dont be an idiot like me readers... u guys still hav a bright future ahead of u... as for me, i will pull myself back up...

Haiz... donno why, but everybody seems 2 be trying 2 kill me... juz now while crossing the road outside my house, it was pretty dark already... cant see the coming vehicles... juz the headlights... then i saw i vehicle coming my direction... the vehicle was quite a distance away from me n i thought it was a car... so i crossed the road... enjoying my music... later i soon realised tt 1 of the headlights belonged 2 those of a motorcycle... i rushed across the road knowing tt i juz meet death in the eye... haha... another exciting close encounter with death... haha...